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Review: 1st Health Glutathione Soap

2012-01-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

A co-worker whose sister is a seller introduced this soap to me. I didn’t want to try this at first since I am already happy with CyLeina Black Pearl soap that I have been using for months. But this co-worker’s flowery words and money-back guarantee in addition to my friend’s (who is also a co-worker) testimonial made me decide to go for it.

Unlike other organic soaps that cause tingling sensation during first use, I don’t feel anything with this one. It only feels like I am using Dove beauty bar but less creamy. It doesn’t even have fruity or sweet scent like most organic soaps.

The product claims to whiten skin since it is glutathione but I cannot really say that it provides dramatic result. My face complexion stays the same even after more than a month of use (I am only using it on my face.) But one thing I like most about this soap is that it lessens breakouts. Though I’m not that pimply, there are times when one or two large red bumps appear on my face. But regular use of this soap has significantly decreased my pimples.

1st Health Glutathione soap is not claiming anything about improving pores so I am not expecting this to minimize neither clean my orange-peel skin. This soap can be drying especially if allowed on skin for a few minutes so it is better to rinse thoroughly and apply moisturizer after use.

So far this soap is ok for me and I will keep on using until my remaining bar has been used up. And probably by that time my complexion will become fairer as what the soap promised.

Ingredients:
Glutathione, grapeseed oil, vitamin c, rosehip extract

Product Description:

Claims:

Whitens skin
Protects against UV rays
Increases the production of collagen
Decreases the look of fine lines and pigmentations
Exfoliates dead skin cells and impurities

Rate:

Pros:

Minimizes breakouts
Doesn’t have strong scent
Reasonable price

Cons:

Can be drying
Takes time to see result
Not available in malls or health and beauty shops

Beware! (What PayPal Users Should Know)

2012-01-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

I was scanning my spam folder this morning when I noticed this email among many other useless emails:

Please complete the attached form to verify your Profile information and restore your account access.
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Make sure you enter the information accurately, and according to the formats required.
Fill in all the required fields.

Dear customer ,

As part of our efforts to provide a safe and secure environment for the online community, we regularly screen account activity. Our review of your account has identified an issue regarding its safe use. We have placed a restriction on your account as a precaution.

To lift the restriction we will require some further information from you.

If, once we review your further information and we're confident that the use of your account does not present a safety risk to our service and customers, we'll be happy to reinstate your account.

We have sent you an attachment which contains all the necessary steps in order to restore your account access. Download and open it in your browser. After we have gathered the necessary information, you will regain full access to your account.

We thank you for your prompt attention to this matter.

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PayPal Review Department

It was the first time that an email from PayPal goes direct to my spam folder and I know something is not right. If I am not an employee in an Information Technology company and not aware of the scams involving PayPal, I might have followed what the email says in a heartbeat. Thankfully I have been hearing stories about this: a co-worker's client cannot access his PayPal account while a friend's friend lost almost $ 2,000 and cannot trace it anymore. Whew! So sad that some people need to resort to this due to poverty, greed and materialism.

To my dear readers and anyone who come across this blog, please... be careful with your accounts online. If you get an email such as this one, do not click any link and give the information they are asking you. Should you need to access your PayPal account, open a new browser and type the URL in the address bar instead of clicking a link in the email. Through this, you can avoid phishing scams and eventually avoid losing your hard-earned money. You can also forward emails like this at spoof@paypal.com.

Review: Deonat Natural Mineral Deodorant Roll-On

2012-01-08T21:08:00.001+08:00

After being loyal to Dove Anti-Perspirant Deodorant for how many years, I finally had the courage to try a new product for my underarms. Actually, I have been planning to do so a few months ago but I was kind of scared that whatever product I will use may not give me the same protection and confidence Dove does. It took me like 101% courage to finally give in and look for something new in the market.

Since I have been eyeing and researching about deodorants from DeoNat, I opt to go for this. DeoNat deodorants come in various forms; roll-on, spray and what appears to me as stone like alum but cylindrical. Although I am not a fan of roll-ons, I bought one because it is cheaper compared to spray and easier to use than the stone type (in which you need to wet with water before applying). I wouldn’t buy the expensive variant if I am still on the process of testing the product.

It feels awkward the first time I use DeoNat roll-on since I’m used to deo stick and I have read reviews about the reliability of mineral deodorants when it comes to odor protection. The cool and moist feeling this roll-on cause made me pray that it will not fail me. Since I feel doubtful that it cannot protect me from bad odor, I brought my trusted Dove and visit my office’s comfort room every hour or so to check my underarms.

But thankfully, this product has not failed me even until now. I have been using it for more than two weeks and I have no complains so far. When the product dries after application, I notice that my underarm feels smooth and doesn’t leave white residue like deo sticks do. I have no complains when it comes to protection too! Even after rounding the oval eight times after a day in the office, I don’t feel like I smell sweaty. I still have to wait for the moment when I’m perspiring like any tensed or nervous person does. Hopefully I’ll still like the result. :D

Right now, DeoNat Natural Mineral deodorant exceeded my expectation. I’m not sure if it whitens underarms but I am sure that it doesn’t darken. My underarms feel smooth and of course, I like its scent – my ideal clean-scent, not fruity or musky.

Now if only it eliminates chicken skin… TOTALLY, I’ll surely brag about it! But who knows in the months to come. Change is gradual after all.

Ingredients:
Purified Water, Ammonium Alum, Xanthan Gum, Fragrance

Product Description:
Deonat Mineral Deodorant Roll-On is made of natural mineral salts which eliminate body odor by forming a superficial protective layer against odor-causing bacteria. It is long-lasting, leaves no stains on clothes, and allows the skin to breathe and function naturally without clogging pores.

Claims:

No paraben
No aluminum chlorohydrate
Leaves no stain on clothes
Does not clog pores
Allows skin to breath

Rate:

Pros:

Reasonable price
Doesn’t darken skin
Makes skin feel smooth
Clean-smelling
Eliminates body odor
Leaves no white residue on skin

Cons:
None so far

Product of Thailand

Review: Myra Daily Sun Protect Facial Moisturizer

2012-01-01T13:57:00.000+08:00

I wasn’t so keen on using moisturizers due to the thought that my oily skin doesn’t need moisturizers at all. But due to frequent reading of articles regarding beauty and skin care as well as influence from friends, I realized that the skin needs moisturizer regardless of the type. I scour the malls' beauty and health section for potential candidates and I come across this one from Myra. What made me really go for this product is its double sunscreen protection claim. It has SPF 15 against UVA/UVB so it isn’t just your ordinary facial moisturizer. For Php 89 surely you will be encouraged to try this.

I have been using this product for more than a couple of weeks now and I have no negative remarks so far. It’s not sticky nor too oily to apply and it doesn’t feel like you’ve applied anything once it has settled on your face. When applied correctly and evenly, it doesn’t leave white marks, patches or residue. Additionally, my skin doesn’t feel oily even a few hours after application.

Myra Daily Sun Protect can be used alone during those days when you want to go out sans makeup or can be used under makeup.

Right now, this product is ok for me but I will still be trying other brands once this has been used up or my skin will react negatively.

Ingredients:
Water, Zinc Oxide, Polyacrylamide, C13-14 Isoparaffin, Laureth-7, Glycerin, Cyclomethicone, Talc, Steareth-21, Panthenol, Iodopropynyl Butylcarbamate, Gluconolactone, Fragrance, Disodium EDTA

Product Description:
Double sunscreen protection versus UVA/UVB. Vitamin enriched for healthy, soft skin everyday.

Claims:

Dermatologist-tested
Gentle and mild for everyday use
Double sunscreen protection
SPF 15
Enriched with Vitamin E and moisturizers

Rate:

Pros:

Affordable
Smells alright
Doesn’t make skin oily
Has SPF 15
Can be used everyday
Can be used under makeup
Available in malls

Cons:

None so far

Review: Nyx Round Lipstick

2011-12-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

Finally I was able to acquire a Nyx lipstick. I really wanted the shade Louisiana but the only colors available my co-worker sells are miracle and femme. Femme looks so red to me (which I already have) so I decided to choose miracle, a pink shade that is almost reddish.

Like most Nyx makeup, this lipstick has black plastic packaging with color swatch at the bottom of the tube. But I think the color swatch is kind of different from the actual color so it is better to check the sample or open the package (if possible) first. I find the packaging flimsy and it appears to me like a teen’s lipstick.

But despite the poor packaging, this lipstick doesn’t disappoint when it comes to moisturizing. It seems to glide when applying and before you know it, it has already completely covered your lips. For precise and well-defined lips, better apply with a lip brush to avoid smears and smudges. If only the color stays even after eating…

Other than its lasting power and flimsy packaging, there is nothing I do not like about this Nyx lipstick I recently purchased. I am looking forward to purchase other shades especially Louisiana.

Ingredients:
Beeswax, carnauba wax, candelilla wax, ceresin, microcrystalline wax, polyethylene, mineral oil, octyldodeanol, polyisobutene, ethylhexyl palmitate (listed the first ten ingredients only since others are difficult to spell/type... :)))

Product Description:
NYX Round Lipstick is our classic lipstick for all-year round. The mineral-based emollient formula offers a beautiful velvet texture, saturated color and it resists wear and smudging. It’s your go-to lipstick. From Pure Nude to Pink Lyric to Chic Red, Round Lipstick is available in a jaw-dropping 144 shades.

Rate:

Pros:

Moisturizing
Many fun and youthful colors to choose from
Glides on the lips
Affordable

Cons:

Needs to re-apply after eating
Smudges easily
Flimsy packaging
Not usually available in malls here in my area thus the need to purchase online or private sellers

Review: Nanny Rose’s Queen Bee Sticks and Pulls All Natural Hair Remover

2011-12-03T19:59:00.003+08:00

I have been planning to go to one of the salons in the city to have a waxing session. But since I am too busy (a.k.a lazy) to do so, the plan is always cancelled. But just this Friday as we were scouring the mall for whatever that catches our attention :)), I remember that I wanted to buy a hair removal wax because I have already used the one I had. When I went to hair removal/creams section, I found these two small boxes tied together with small native rope (abaca twine perhaps). Oh well, I am a sucker for cute itsy bitsy and these boxes and the whole packaging caught my fancy. Good thing the wax can be used warm or as is and made of honey and sugar else I’ll never give this another look.

There are two boxes in the giftable package, the first box contains the Nanny Rose’s Sticks and Pulls honey wax (50g), three pieces of cloth strips and two “spatulas” which are actually popsicle sticks. The other box contains the Nanny Rose’s Mild Like Chamomile After Wax Salve (80g). I think the package is quite a steal for Php 139. The container of the After Wax Salve is cute too.

Although this wax can be used as is, the manufacturer highly recommend heating for best results. Since I wanted to prove that this wax works, I followed every step that is stated in the label:

Simply remove cap and heat the jar of wax in a microwave oven (in medium heat) for 10-15 seconds, just enough to softer the mixture. Stir the mixture and let it rest until its temperature is cool enough to apply on skin.
Prep your skin by washing the area with soap and water to remove unwanted residue. Dash a little powder on the area to be waxed to keep it dry.
Using the wooden applicator, apply a thin layer of the wax in the direction of hair growth. In the same direction, place the strip of cloth on top and even out air bubbles.
SWIFTLY pull the end of the cloth towards the opposite direction – against hair growth. Repeat as needed.
Reddening of the skin after waxing is normal. Wax residue on skin can be easily removed with a damp cloth. Allow pores to close by letting skin rest for at least 30 minutes before completely washing the waxed area.

Since we don’t have a microwave oven and I wouldn’t want to risk heating the wax in the oven toaster, I decided to submerge the whole container in a hot water for a few minutes. Hopefully that works in softening the hardened wax. I dashed my underarm with powder and applied the wax in just small area at first. I placed the cloth over the wax and even it out. When I pulled the cloth, I see my underarm hair sticking to the cloth with wax. But since there are still hairs left in that area, I repeated the process.

I find it tedious working on a small area at a time so I tried working on large areas and I’m glad I did because I have managed to pull out a lot of hair in just a matter of seconds. But then again, I have to repeat the process in order to remove the remaining hair. I also need to apply powder from time to time in order for the wax to stick to the skin since it is becoming greasy.

The instruction says that the area must be wiped with damp cloth after waxing but I prefer using wet wipes so that I will just throw it away after use. More convenient! I also applied After Wax Salve right after I wiped off the wax residue.

Before applying the salve, I still have to tweeze the remaining hair because they are too short thus cannot really stick to the cloth even if thick wax is applied to the skin. But in general, this wax is very good, I think it is more effective than the previous sugar wax I used.

The label says that the wax can be used for up to a year but I think mine is just enough for the next waxing session because I applied the wax too thick. :D I would probably buy this again.

Ingredients:
Honey, sugar and calamansi juice

Product Description:
Nanny Rose’s honey wax will spruce you up in the sweetest way possible. This sticky pot is a combination of locally produced honey, sugar and calamansi juice. It contains no harsh chemicals and ingredients that can cause allergies that is why it can be used on sensitive skin and delicate areas. Making use of ingredients that are closer to nature, you can be sure that every jar of Nanny Rose’s honey wax is made with love.

Claims:

Removes hair down to the roots leaving the skin smooth and hairless for 3-4 weeks
Kit can last up to a year if properly kept

Rate:

Pros:

Made of natural ingredients
Affordable
Sweet-smelling
Can be used warm or as is
Available in Watson’s and SM Department Store
Nice packaging
Made in the Philippines

Cons:

Spatula is actually a popsicle stick.
The edges of clothes are easily ripped.

Inheritance

2011-11-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

The final chapter of Christopher Paolini's Inheritance Cycle is out. The book 4 is entitled Inheritance. I am so excited to finally know the ending of Eragon's story. So excited that I have already asked my friend to borrow his book even if he hasn't bought one yet. LOL!

A Photo A Week: The Island of Agho

2011-11-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

The daily grind at work can be so stressful thus the need to unwind every now and then. And there is no better way to unwind than to leave the city and spend a night in one of the most beautiful islands in the province - the Agho Island in Concepcion, Iloilo. Despite the killer bus ride and uncomfortable boat ride, people keep on coming to this place because of its beauty and relaxing ambiance. I think I can spend hours, just lazing around while enjoying the view of the mountains and crystal clear water - perfect in freeing my mind of depressing and stressful thoughts.

How to get there:

From Tagbak Terminal, ride a bus (HPQ) bound for Concepcion. Fare for regular passengers is Php 120 while Php 110 for students. When you arrive in the town of Concepcion, proceed to the port going to Agho. Although walking distance from bus terminal, the port is not too easy to locate so you better ask the locals there. Public market is also near the port so you can buy foods (especially fish and pork) there instead of bringing some all the way from the city.

If you are lucky, you will never need to hire a pump boat since there are passenger pump boats traveling in the neighboring islands. If you catch a pump boat to Malangabang, just ask Mr. Boatman to drop you off in Agho. Fare is probably Php 30. In our case, we hired a small pump boat to take us to and from the island - we paid Php 600 and Php 500 respectively.

Last trip of bus going back to the city is 2:00 pm so you better return to town proper before that.

Tips:

Although the place is not fully developed it is better contact the owner/caretaker before going there.
Bring tent, blanket, food, drinking water and personal stuff since there is no restaurant, luxurious accommodation or stores in the island.

Review: Cyleina Organic Rice Bran Soap

2011-11-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

Around a week ago, I started using Cyleina Organic Rice Bran soap. I wanted to buy each variant available but since I still have Black Pearl and Tomato soap at home, I decided to choose only one. And besides, I wanted to stick to my grocery list so other variants will have to wait until next pay day. I wouldn't want to use all of them at once anyway. :D

Going back to the soap, I chose the rice bran variant because based on the product label, this soap helps reduce inflammation and soothe discomfort - exactly what my mother needs to alleviate the discomfort she feels from her rashes.

Just like what I am doing with other organic soaps, I sliced this soap into cubes to prevent it from dissolving so easily. Initially, I used this soap in my face every morning (with black pearl) and night. But after a couple of days, I decided to use this soap in my entire body.

Unlike black pearl and tomato soaps, this light brown soap doesn't emit strong scent. It doesn't even sting when used for the first time. I think, of all the three Cyleina soaps I have tried, this one is the most easy to lather. A few rub with the soap and nylon mesh goes a long way.

What I like most about Cyleina rice bran soap is that smooth-feeling skin I get after using this soap. Truly it helps exfoliate the skin. And since it aids in exfoliation, I am hoping that it will help eliminate some dark spots and blemishes around my body. My mother loves it too because the rash in her arms, waistline and thigh is no longer causing her so much discomfort.

I will definitely purchase this soap again.

Ingredients:

Vegetable oil, almond oil, cocoa butter, rice bran oil, rice bran powder and essential oil

Product Description:
A source of vitamin E complex, antioxidants and other micronutrients to help fight free radicals and combat the effects of aging. Rice bran’s natural enzyme will helps to dissolve dead skin & blemishes, while retaining moisture.

Claims:

protects and replenishes the skin
good with skin allergies; helps reduce inflammation and soothes discomfort
helps fight free radicals and combats the effects of aging
helps dissolve dead skin and blemishes
aids in gentle exfoliation
disinfects pimples
smoothens the texture of skin

Rate:

Pros:

light-smelling
makes skin smooth and squeaky-clean
helps lighten dark spots
affordable
can now be bought in Watson's and SM department stores

Cons:

none

11/1/11

2011-11-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

Before the clock strikes 12, I am publishing a post on 11/1/11. Nothing significant on this date. I am just glad that one month more and it'll be December - my most favorite month. :>

I am excited for Christmas parties, get togethers and of course, for 13th month pay <:-P, holidays and our upcoming trip to Cagayan de Oro (although I'm not sure yet if I can go). :D

Oh Christmas!

Overview of The Five People You Meet in Heaven

2011-10-29T21:49:00.000+08:00

Heaven is not a paradise wherein you can play with the angels in the fluffy clouds. At least that is what Mitch Albom describes heaven in his book "The Five People You Meet in Heaven". The story isn't as tear jerking as other rags-to-riches kind of stuff but one will surely pick a lesson or two from this story of a man named Eddie.

Prior to his death, Eddie is working as maintenance guy at Ruby Pier, a carnival near the area where he and his brother grew up. It is also where he died when he attempted to save the life of a little girl when one of the carnival rides broke. In heaven, he met five people, whose lives he affected and have affected his life as well. Each person taught him a lesson;

1st person (The Blue Man) - all lives are connected
2nd person (The Captain - commanding officer) - sacrifice
3rd person (Ruby - to whom the carnival was named after) - forgiveness
4th person (Marguerite - his wife) - love
5th person (Tala - the kid inside the hut they burned in the Philippines) - how his work kept everyone safe

Although this book centers on the death of a person, it is not focused on helping someone overcome the death of a loved one. It is more on understanding life, how one's actions and decisions affect others and how others affect that person's life as well.

The book contains inspiring lines thus motivated me to list them down. I am sharing to you the quotes from The Five People You Meet in Heaven...

A Photo A Week - Jojo's Christmas Cottage

2011-10-21T23:25:00.004+08:00

photo credit: leo kun

We attended a friend's wedding in Kalibo a couple of weeks ago. Since we're in Aklan, we grabbed the opportunity to visit Sampaguita Gardens Resort and Spa where the whimsical Jojo's Christmas Cottage is located. The cottage, a three-storey Western style structure, is filled with Precious Moments dolls of all sizes and designs. The dolls, cottage and the whole resort are a testimony how creative Mr. Sam Butcher (creator of Precious Moments and owner of resort) is.

Loose and Tight

2011-10-21T22:54:00.001+08:00

It has been ages since the last time I published about fashion blah blah and I must say, I miss doing the things I find entertaining - that is to mix and match outfits on looklet and post them on my blog. But then, maintaining more than a couple of blogs can be very tedious so that made me decide to publish fashion-related posts here and probably delete my so-called fashion blog if I have figured out what to do with my past posts on that blog.

For my first entry, I would like to post an outfit which I have been thinking of wearing to work but cannot do so since I have not yet completed the pieces. LOL!

Yes, that simple loose shirt and tights! I already have a gray printed tights but I don't have a plain white loose shirt and flat oxford shoes I can pair it with. I'm considering men's V-neck shirt from Hanes and that floral pink oxford I found at the mall a week ago. Hopefully the shoes will still be there when I have enough budget for it. :D

In this look:
Scarf by jojo&malou
Shoulderbag by Mulberry
Watch by Michael Kors
Bracelet by Just Africa
T-shirt by Carin Wester
Bra by Y-3 by adidas
Flats by Pull & Bear
Tights by Monki

Shop from Amazon:

Vibrant Flora Batik Print Leggings by Foot Traffic

Hanes Women's Jersey V-Neck Tee

BC Footwear Women's Shockwave Oxford

Review: Wet n' Wild Ultimate Minerals Loose Blush Pinched Pink (shade 163)

2011-10-16T21:40:00.002+08:00

This is my first mineral makeup and being such a no-expert when it comes to makeup, I was kinda doubtful about this. And since I am a kind of person who tries to find out more about a product first before buying, I checked out makeupalley.com to get the assessment of various people who are using or have used Wet n' Wild Ultimate Minerals Loose Blush. Out of 22 people, 86% said that they would buy the product again. For me, that is enough to give this product a go.

The product is packed in hard plastic transparent container that has a sifter with snap top cover that is connected to the container and silver gray lid thus it is less likely to spill all over your bag. To avoid mess when using this product, I open the snap top cover and tap a small amount into the gray lid and work my way from there.

I have this in pinched pink (shade 163) and is very pigmented hence one only needs very little amount to get that pinkish health glow. This shade is not shimmery and goes on smoothly thus perfect if you want to create natural look. One thing I do not like about this product is the smell but I am not sure if that is what mineral-based formula smells like. The smell is not that horrible though however I would prefer unscented or clean-smelling makeup.

When I got this from eBay, the seller stated that it is made and bought in the US. However, upon receiving this product and reading the product information, I discovered that this makeup from a US company is made in China. Probably the seller indeed bought it from the US not knowing that the product is actually made in China (hello outsourcing?). But that really doesn't matter to me. So long as it won't give me allergies or skin irritation (and it hasn't happened so far), I'd continue using this product and would probably buy again if my current one runs out.

Ingredients:
Mica, boron nitride, jojoba seed oil, silica, glyceryl caprylate, tourmaline, carnauba wax, aloe barbadensis leaf extract, potassium sorbate, soybean oil, tocopherol, sunflower seed oil
May also contain bismuth oxychloride, carmine, iron oxides, titanium dioxide, ultramarines

Product Description:
Light, mineral-based formula brightens cheeks with a natural-looking, radiant glow. This sheer, buildable powder blends seamlessly to add just enough color with a hint of sparkle.

Claims:

Light
Gives bright, natural-looking cheeks
Sheer

Rate:

Pros:

Pigmented
Nice color (pinched pink)
Inexpensive
Spill-proof container

Cons:

Undesirable smell
Not readily available in our area thus the need to order online

A Photo A Week - Nature's Eye Resort

2011-10-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

I cannot forget the weekend I spent in this place for it's one of the loveliest weekends I ever had. We braved the rain and bouncy rough road just to reach this amazing place wherein toilet and bath rooms are either open or only covered with bamboo blinds. Privacy is never an issue despite the open toilet and bath since the cottages are a few meters away from each other.

Photo credit: Leo Kun

Located in Tando, Nueva Valencia in the Island of Guimaras, the resort has only three cottages (one large cottage for group and family and two small cottages for couple) thus the need to book before going there. If you want to relax and commune with nature, then this resort is the place to be.

Check out Nature's Eye facebook page for me information.

Review: All Organics Tomato Lime Soap (Pore Reducing Bath Soap)

2011-10-02T15:07:00.002+08:00

My boyfriend got this soap for me from another co-worker of ours for Php 65. Prior to using All Organics Tomato Lime soap, I've already been using Cyleina Organic Tomato soap and I'm not sure if this could affect the results.

Anyhow, All Organics Tomato Lime soap is a pink-colored soap with a bit of yellow markings on some parts (since it has lime). The scent is strong for me at first but after a few days of using, I find it okay. It produces creamy lather when applied to wet skin and can also produce bubble lather when used with mesh shower sponge. Like most organic soaps, this one from All Organics also dissolves easily but not as much as the one from Cyleina. It doesn't even sting during first use, probably because my skin is already used to organic products.

I never had problem with this soap until after around three days of using. It caused breakouts (like five pimples at a time) in some parts of my face. I was worried that the breakouts may get worse if I will continue using thus I stopped using the soap right then. But since I am a frugal consumer, I didn't send it to the trash can right away. I am still using it on my body other than my face.

I do not believe that this All Organics Tomato Lime soap is a waste of money but I guess it just doesn't suit my skin type.

Ingredients:
Saponified oils, extract of tomato and lime, castor oil, virgin coconut oil, vitamin E

Product Description:
Contains tomatoes and lime for face and body. It is fabulous for balancing and maintaining moisture and pH levels while also tightening pores. Milea's Organic Tomato Lime Soap is 98% natural. It contains a vegetable soap base, fragrance, tomato and Lime extracts. Not only does the Milea's Organic Tomato Lime Soap combat sagging skin and unbalanced pH conditions, it smells absolutely wonderful. Your skin will surely love it!

Claims:

Balances and maintains moisture and pH levels
Tightens pores
98% natural

Rate:

Pros:

Does not sting
Affordable
Does not easily dissolve compared to other organic soaps
Nice packaging
Manufacture date and batch date are stated on the packaging

Cons:

Causes breakouts
Limited reseller in our area (thus the need to order online)

Review: CyLeina Black Pearl Organic Soap

2011-08-21T00:23:00.001+08:00

Another Cyleina organic soap I am using is the product line's best seller, the Black Pearl. Since it claims to whiten skin tone instantly, I decided to use it on darker areas of my body such as my elbows, knees, thighs, underarms as well as on areas with dark scars and blemish.

Unlike other organic soaps that sting, this one doesn't. It gives a cool sensation instead. It isn't bubbly unlike other soaps and the scent isn't harsh either. This soap is black but creates creamy white suds when lathered.

The product claims that results can be seen as early as first use and I can attest to that. The darker areas in my body have improved significantly. The soap is so effective that I told my mom to use it in order to get rid of the brown spots (due to aging) on her face. Like me, she is so happy with the result because the spots have started to lighten.

I wish I have discovered this a long time ago. I might have even skin tone by now... :D

Ingredients:
collagen, arbutin, licorice, vitamin E

Product description:
Black pearl inspired soap made from the finest high grade quality of arbutin, collagen oil, and Vitamins C & E. Only the best ingredients that mother nature can give are used in this creation.

Claims:

whitens skin tone instantly!
lightens dark spots and pimple scars
effective in lightening dark underarms and inner thighs caused by imbalanced hormones, chemical burns from deodorants
anti-wrinkle&best skin moisturizer
safe and will not sting!
see results as early as first use!

Rate:

Pros:

Effective
See good results after a few uses
Sweet-smelling
Affordable

Cons:

Dissolves quickly
Limited resellers (in our area) thus the need to order online

Review: CyLeina Organic Tomato Soap

2011-08-13T15:48:00.004+08:00

I have been hearing good things about CyLeina Organic Soaps and have been considering of using one for a few weeks already. But since I do not know any reseller in our city, my only option is to order online which I have no time to do so (especially deposit money in the bank) due to work, "other work" and travel planned months ago. Additionally, I also wanted to order in bulk so as to save on shipping but I cannot do so as of the moment because I am running low on funds due to my recent activities.

Fortunately, my co-worker who is an ardent user of the product line decided to sell us some of the soaps she hoarded. I bought one tomato organic soap and one Black Pearl ~~(review to follow)~~, the line's best seller. I chose tomato over other soap variants because it says to help dry up pimples quickly as well as clean and minimize pores. I am not pimply but I do have large pores that often result to large blackhead if not addressed early on.

Unlike other organic soaps that cause stinging sensation during first use, CyLeina Organic tomato soap doesn't. It isn't bubbly but creates rich lather instead. The scent isn't even too strong but just enough to make you feel that you are indeed using an organic soap; sweet and yummy! :D

After using, my skin feels smooth and clean without making it dry or tight-feeling. It reduces oiliness thereby lessens the chances of developing annoying pimples. I’ve been using it for a week and I am now starting to see desirable results when it comes to my pores. I recommend this to anyone who has the same problem as mine.

Ingredients:
saponified oil, jojoba oil, sweet almond oil, organic tomato extracts

Product description:
Contains rich tomato extract that is rich in AHA(Alpha Hydroxy Acids), peels dead skin cells and speeds up cell renewal. Great for drying acne.

Rate:

Pros:

Contains natural ingredients like jojoba oil, sweet almond oil and organic tomato extracts
Cleans and tightens pores
Scent isn't too strong
Skin feels refreshed after wash
Dries up pimple quickly
Comes in fun color

Cons::

Dissolves quickly
Limited resellers (in our area) thus the need to order online

Review: Avon Clearskin Blemish Clearing

2011-08-03T23:06:00.001+08:00

I have been dreaming of wearing those cute two-piece swimsuits but due to dark spots and blemish caused by pimples, chickenpox and what not, the dream is less likely to come true. I simply do not have the confidence to bare my skin full of blemishes in public.

One of my co-workers is an Avon dealer and one day, I noticed another co-worker browsing the Avon catalog. I borrowed the catalog after she finished browsing and as I flip through the colorful and glossy pages, this particular product caught my attention. Claiming that positive results can be seen within 24 hours when applied every three to four hours, I decided to give this a go.

Unlike in the US wherein this gel is placed in a plastic tube, the one from the Philippines is placed in a small plastic bottle with pointed tip to minimize spills. It doesn't have smell so you never have to worry about scents being mixed with your perfume or cologne.

I've been using this for almost a month and I can see desirable results even though sometimes I skip on applying the product especially if I'm running late for work. Dark spots as big as one piece M&M's is reduced to more than 50% and the color has lightened as well.

Avon Clearskin Blemish Clearing contains 2% salicylic acid that promotes the shedding of the skin therefore prevents the clogging of the skin pores. Salicylic acid also acts as an inflammatory agent thus prevents and reduces redness and swelling.

Maybe if I will apply this religiously (every three to four hours everyday) I will have blemish-free skin within a month or two. :D

Rate:

Pros:

Effective
Inexpensive
Doesn't have harsh smell
Comes in handy, spill-proof bottle
Colorless
Doesn't sting

Cons:

Needs re-application every three to four hours

Review: Cover Girl Trushine Hot Pink Shine Lipstick (445)

2011-07-31T13:01:00.001+08:00

Here's another review of Cover Girl Trushine lipstick - hot pink shine this time. Like the petal shine, hot pink shine is not pigmented just like other glossy lipsticks. This one is sort of glittery too.

Rate:

Pros:

non-sticky
doesn't dry lips
nice color
inexpensive

Cons:

doesn't last long

Review: Cover Girl Trushine Petal Shine Lipstick (425)

2011-07-30T14:47:00.005+08:00

I was looking for coral and light brown lipstick when I found this one. When my package from eBay came, I was a bit disappointed because the color is too light for me. It is not as pigmented as I wanted it to be. But eventually, I came to like the color because it feels like you are not wearing any lipstick at all. The color is barely there and it leaves my lips soft and moisturized.

One downside of this product is that it doesn't stay long thus the need to re-apply throughout the day.

But despite that, I still love this product - perfect during those days when I don't feel like putting a lot on my face. :)

Product Rate:

Pros:

non-sticky
doesn't dry lips
nice color
inexpensive

Cons:

doesn't last long

Review: Olay Total Effects Foaming Cleanser

2011-07-30T13:33:00.004+08:00

I was actually looking for a pore cleanser/minimizer when this product caught my attention. After reading that Olay Total Effects has seven cleansing benefits, I decided to give it a try.

At first, I use Olay Total Effects foaming cleanser twice a day but reduced it to once a day only for it caused breakouts just about two days after I started using the product.

The seven cleansing benefits it claims are:

Removes excess oil
Gets rid of dirt
Removes make up
Gentle on skin
Doesn't overdry
Helps lift away dull surface skin
Non comedogenic

While my skin indeed feels clean after washing, I cannot consider this as one of the best facial cleansers in the market. I rarely use this product now for I think it does more harm than good when used regularly. Maybe Olay Total Effects is simply not right for my skin.

Product Rate:

Pros:

cleanses skin

Cons:

causes breakouts
doesn't smell too good
bit expensive

A Photo A Week - The End!

2011-07-17T22:22:00.004+08:00

Finally! The ending we've all (or perhaps Harry Potter enthusiasts) been waiting for...

Here's my picture with the novel's most admirable character.. at least for me. I cried buckets after his death and his true role was revealed in the book. I cried again while watching the movie. :D

A Photo A Week - Can You See the End?

2011-07-09T22:45:00.013+08:00

This is where I spent my weekend. No, not in that dock specifically but in a place where that dock is located. It is in Cabaling Beach Resort, in Sitio Cabaling, Brgy. Espinosa, Jordan Guimaras.

Borrowed the picture from Liza

Bohol Trip Day 3 - Panglao

2011-07-02T22:39:00.001+08:00

We are supposed to go boating on the 3rd day but we weren't able to push through due to time constraints. Instead, we comforted our selves at the clear water and white-sand beach of this area the locals likened to Boracay. Much like Boracay, there are a few hotels, various resorts as well as restaurants and bars along the beach.

At night, there are also fire dancing shows but I wasn't able to witness one since I separated from the group.

At around 9:00 am, we leave Paragayo Beach Resort and travel back to Tubigon Port. We could have leave Bohol via Tagbiliran Port since it is nearer but we chose to go back to Tubigon to maximize our road trip. Additionally, ferry fare of Tubigon - Cebu is only Php 200 as opposed to Tagbilaran - Cebu which is Php 500. Travel time is 45 minutes and 1 hour and 45 minutes, respectively.

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* Pictures are taken by Rod.

Bohol Trip Day 2 - Bohol Countryside Tour

2011-07-02T22:28:00.003+08:00

After a night of breathtaking laughter’s (over the day's pictures) and undisturbed sleep (due to tiredness), we leave E.A.T Danao for what they call the countryside tour. Our destinations include:

Choco Complex
Similar to Sagbayan Peak, the Choco Complex is also a viewing deck but is more crowded with tourist’s locals and foreigners alike. There is a wishing well at the top but doesn't have tarsier sanctuary.

Choco complex

Man-made Forest
A two-kilometer rainforest wherein the mahogany trees are almost of the same height.

Hanging Bridge

After passing by the winding road in the middle of the man-made forest and taking jump shots in the middle of the wet road, our adventurous side is yet again tested in a bamboo hanging bridge that crosses the upper part of Loboc River. It is approximately 40 meters long and hangs 25 meters above the river. Crossing the bridge is fun yet a bit scary because the bridge sways and bounces each time someone takes a step.

Rio Verde Tarsier's Place
Another area where people can get close to Bohol's famous tarsier. There are souvenir items in this area too.

Rio Verde Floating Restaurant
We originally wanted to go to Loboc Floating Restaurant but we felt that the cost of buffet lunch is too much so the van driver suggested a different floating restaurant that is cheaper yet offers the same or better foods, the Rio Verde Floating Restaurant in Loay. With Php 300 per head, guests are entitled to a buffet lunch while cruising the river from Loay Bridge to the;

Ati Tribe Community

Largest Python in Captivity (Alburquerque)
Here we met Prony, a 25-foot python believed to be the largest python in captivity.

Aproniana Souvenir Shop
Every trip is not complete without souvenir or pasalubong shopping. Shirts, bags (mostly native), hankies, shawls, delicacies and many other souvenir items can be bought here.

After our pocket-damaging activity at Aproniana, we proceeded to Paragayo Beach Resort in Panglao. We stayed there for a night but too bad I wasn't able to join the group's beach side activity for our relative who is based there picked me up at the resort and brought me to there house for dinner. We even went to Tagbiliran City for sight-seeing and grocery shopping. It was already around 9:00 pm when I get back to the resort.

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* Man-made forest and hanging bridge photos are taken by Rod. :)

Bohol Trip Day 1 - Sagbayan Peak and E.A.T Danao

2011-07-02T22:00:00.002+08:00

My friends and I have been planning for this trip for ages but it happened just now due to schedule conflict. We flew to Cebu on a Friday night via Cebu Pacific airbus and boy! the trip is one hell of a bumpy ride since the plane is small. It's like a bus traveling in the sky, hence the name airbus.

After staying for one night at one of Cebu's budget hotels (Cebu R Hotel), we head to the port and boarded a ferry going to Tubigon Port. The ferry departed at 8:00 am instead of its scheduled time of departure which is 7:45 am. We arrived at the port of Tubigon after almost an hour and head to our first stop...

The Sagbayan Peak
The Sagbayan Peak, a viewing deck located on a 5-hectare mountain-top, allows people a 360-degree view of the famous Chocolate Hills. Once you see the breathtaking view on the deck, surely you will not regret paying Php 30 for the entrance fee. While there, you may also want to have fun in the water park, visit the butterfly dome, say hi to the world's famous tarsier or spend quiet time in the chapel. I highly recommend Sagbayan Peak if you really want to feed your eyes with the beauty of the nation's pride that is the Chocolate hills.

the viewing deck

view from the deck


way to and from the deck

After satiating our eyes with the view and of course with the obligatory photo ops, we headed to our next stop...

E.A.T Danao
Stands for Extreme/Eco/Educational Adventure Tour, E.A.T Danao is a concept setup with the Danao Adventure Park for the benefit of the people of Danao, Bohol. With the Local Government Unit running the park, guests are given the opportunity to explore and enjoy the huge area that is used to be the camp of Francisco Dagohoy, a Boholano hero who led the longest revolt in Philippine history.

Since we will be staying there for a night, we checked in to our respective rooms and got ready to satiate, this time our stomachs, with delicious Filipino dishes. They are only serving buffet during Saturdays so we have no choice but to stretch our intestines to make the most of what we have paid for.

After lunch, we got ready for our next activity - caving and other adventures the park offer. We all booked for caving but since we are 16 in the group and they only allow maximum of 10 persons per group to explore the cave, we decided to divide into two groups - eight of our friends during the 12:00 noon schedule while I, together with my seven other friends was schedule at 3:00 pm. The cave we visited is the Kamira which is rated moderate when it comes to difficulty (other caves in the park are rated extreme).

Since our schedule for caving is still a few hours away, we decided to try root climbing with rappelling. We trekked for like 30 minutes before reaching the root climbing/rappelling area. Going there is not easy since the path is not fully developed and they do not intend to develop it to preserve the area. We only have ropes to hold on to while going down the stony, slippery and steep pathway.

The root climbing/rappelling area is located in the river wherein the roots of a balete tree are protruding in the riverbank. The climb is quite easy though since there are lots of roots to hold. I think it is easier than the easy level wall climbing in Boracay. :D


Root climbing (taken by Rod)

The difficult part however is the rappelling. I never thought that rappelling is difficult since I enjoyed doing it in Guimaras Adventure Park. But this one is different! The riverbank is quite steep and there is a hollow area in the middle. But I survived; we all survived with smiles of fulfillment (and perhaps relief) in our faces.


Rappelling

After the activity, we trekked back to the area where the path to the river and to the cave intersects. We were met by who would-be our guides in caving. We were given instructions and geared up for this truly adventurous adventure. :D

The group

Getting in the cave is not as easy as we expected. We need to climb down a rocky and steep path that is otherwise impossible for us to get through if not for the expertise of our guides. After we passed through the entrance, one can see nothing if not for the light coming from our helmets. We were welcomed by stalactites and stalagmites that form a column when they meet. There is one part wherein we need to submerge under the cool water and another part wherein we need to crawl or duck-walk before we can get through. At the end of the cave, there is a pool of water that allows visitors to swim however, utmost care is needed since there are areas that are over five feet deep.

We walked backed to the same route since the cave has only one opening. Now I imagine what would have happened if Dagohoy was cornered by Spanish oppressors here. :(

cave's entrance/exit

After we got through the entrance, I almost want to back out but then my curious, adventurous side is more dominant that time so I proceeded with the trek. Good thing I did so! If not, I would have missed the experience that I now consider as one of my best nature trips so far.

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* Root climbing and caving pics are from Rod's camera. :)

A Photo A Week - Swan in the Sky

2011-05-22T23:10:00.003+08:00

This has nothing to do with a swan flying up in the sky. There's no swan in the picture at all... just a swan-like formation of orange clouds we saw while waiting for the sunset at Plazuela de Iloilo. An opportunity to witness formations and images like this is rare and we are just lucky enough to capture it.

This photo also reminds me that though things didn't turn out as planned, you can always get something good from every experience.

photo credit: leomkun

A Photo A Week - BlueGreen

2011-05-15T23:00:00.009+08:00

I wanted to update this blog as often as possible but considering my hectic schedule, there is no way I can do that. I cannot even check to find out if someone happened to stumble across and leave some meaningful comments. With a 9 - 6 work, a part-time job and a small business venture, it is impossible for me to find time and think of worthy topic much more put into words the ideas running around my mind. Heck I cannot even get the required number of hours of sleep each night.

The picture was taken a couple of weeks ago when we went to Iloilo Golf and Country Club in Sta. Barbara. Unfortunately, we were never given the chance to linger their for as long as we want since there's a game going on and visitors are not allowed during those times to prevent possible accident.

Good thing we managed to sneak in and take a few pictures before a security guard escorted us back to the front desk.

Photo credit: leomkun

A Photo A Week - Napulak as the Background

2011-04-17T12:07:00.015+08:00

Two of my friends (my boyfriend's friends actually) who are April-borns celebrated their birthday last weekend at a private inland resort more than 30 kilometers away from the city. The resort itself is not accessible by vehicles hence we needed to walk for around half an hour in order to find out what this hidden haven has to offer. Walking under the summer heat is made bearable due to the sceneries greeting our eyes - rice field in one side, corn field in the other, fields planted with eggplant, peanut, camote and tomato in some other parts.

But the view of the fields is not even one half as beautiful as this:

The pool with the splendid Mt. Napulak behind it.

Seeing this view first thing in the morning upon waking up will surely help you start your day right. But to those who cannot live without mobile phones/texting and internet, this is not the place to be for only those who want to relax and have peace of mind will truly enjoy this beauty of nature.

See the rest of the photos here...

Photo A Week - Icy Business

2011-04-10T21:12:00.001+08:00

I am back after my two-week hiatus on publishing my "A Photo A Week" series. I blame the malware that attacked my computer, not my seasonal laziness. Though the malware sort of pissed me off, I gained something from it and that is to focus more on the small business my close friend and I have just put up.

With just a few thousand pesos of investment from the two of us, we managed to put up a refreshment "stall" exclusively selling ice scramble with various toppings. We are supposed to have a food cart but decided not to have one right now because we are still observing the situation.

So far, so good but it would be better if classes are back now so that we'll have more customers. :>

Icy Delight Ice Scramble :D

When Shit Happens...

2011-03-31T14:18:00.001+08:00

This is what I want to do...

photo credit: ^^Deborah^^

photo credit: Rachel Garrett

Run fast...

Run far...

Run away...

A Photo A Week - Personalized Shirt

2011-03-19T20:16:00.001+08:00

This week is quite stressful for me due to paranoia but I think it has helped me become a bit mature in handling myself and the situation I'm in. I would love to make a post about the time I deep into the flooded water in front of my office building but I don't have any picture to accompany the post so I'm posting something different. Something about this shirt...

This personalized shirt belongs to my guy. He got this at Boracay during our trip (with his friends) last December. Though he loves this shirt because he is the one who chose the design, he rarely wears it because it is already too small for him.

Last Friday, he wore it to work though. It was when we’re having dinner when he starts complaining about it... that he is no longer comfortable wearing that shirt. While grinning, I asked him to give me that shirt. I thought he is going to say no since it has his name on it. Good thing he agreed to give it to me... not during that very instant of course. :D

This would be his last picture with this shirt on so it is just right to post it on my "a photo a week" series. :D

A Photo A Week - New Printer

2011-03-12T23:38:00.009+08:00

Every month since middle of last year, my internet service provider (Smart Telecommunications) has been trying to contact me about their offers and freebies. But I didn't mind the calls and text messages because the offers are not really free because you will still be paying for it, sometimes more expensive than it's suggested market price since it is on installment basis.

But last Monday, I received a text message from the company asking me to visit their branch near my office (where I applied for subscription almost three years ago). According to the message, the company is giving away loyalty offer to their subscribers. Out of curiosity, I went there to find out what's the fuss about. After what seems like forever of waiting for my turn, I was asked to choose what I want to avail; HP 3-in-1 printer, external hard drive, Samsung Champ (mobile phone), Nokia 2730 (mobile phone) or monthly rebate of more than Php 100. But in business world, every offer has a price. So what's the price? Renewal of my contract for another two years. After pondering for 30 seconds, I agreed to renew my contract since I have no plan of disconnecting my internet service anytime soon. I will still be paying the same amount every month so why not grab the offer?

I really had difficulties deciding what stuff to get since I'd want to get everything. LOL! Though I want the Samsung Champ and external hard drive, I decided to choose the 3-in-1 printer. Why? Because a lot of people in my family can benefit from it; my mother, my cousin who is a high school student and my nephews and niece who will definitely need this in the days to come. This is I think one of the most unselfish acts I have done in my whole life. :D

Seeing the smile on my mother's face the moment I arrived home and find out what I brought is really priceless. Apart from that, I am also happy because I can now print the recipes I have collected and compile them in a clear book. I am also motivated to learn how to create/manage digital images, scrap books and the likes - the return of my artistic side. :D

For now, my new printer is sitting on my computer table, waiting for its next task.

Kudos to freebies!

HP F2480

A Photo A Week - Reward

2011-03-06T11:08:00.002+08:00

There is no subject as fitting as this - my agent of the month award for the months of January and February. Although this award is not as great as awards such as being the best employee of all time, I have all the reasons to brag about it. In our company, if you are recognized as agent of the month, it simply means that you do not have lates, absents or under times in your daily time record. Considering my daily time record during the previous months and years, one can say that it is impossible for me to be given such award.

It's difficult to fight the urge to go back to bed each morning. It is equally difficult to take a bath, get dressed and eat breakfast hastily. But then, success comes to those who are determined to get what they wanted. So here I am, munching on the prize given to me - four bars of snickers.

Though I have monster belly, certificate signed by the award-giving body a.k.a the admin would be appreciated. I can buy snickers and make others believe that it was given to me as a reward however with certificate complete with signatures and seal or logo stuff, you can only get it from them - our admin.

A Photo A Week - Birthday

2011-02-27T21:25:00.003+08:00

Due to lack of post on my personal blog and a client's task, I went on blog hopping the other day. I came across lots of nice blogs thus inspired me to make a weekly post about the highlight of my week. I just hope that I'll be able to post consistently. Laziness go away!

My family has been looking forward for this week since one family member's birthday falls on this week. The birthday celebrant is no other than my nephew John Robert. If the kid isn't special to me, this wouldn't be the highlight of my week. I would probably post something about my boyfriend's return from one-week Malaysia-Singapore tour and our 6th monthsary as a couple. :D But then, this kid and this year's birthday is so special so he just deserves to be the subject of my first "a photo a week" post.

So what made this kid really special? Well, by coming into our lives, he changed my views about children. I used to hate kids because most of them are naughty and annoying brats. They never listen and would instead cry if they can't have what they wanted. They vandalize the walls, throw away and destroy whatever their little hands can get and most of all, they are more likely to poop and pee in unacceptable places if they don't have their diapers on. Such a hassle!

This little kid was entrusted to my mother when he was probably only a couple of months old since both his mother and father works abroad that time. With this, I was given the opportunity to discover how amazing life can be when you spend it with children. We spend many sleepless nights when he is sick, I experienced waking up in the middle of the night to prepare his milk and experience what it feels to give him a bath or wash him after using the toilet. It is really hard to do those tasks considering that I am a lazy and sleepy-head. But despite that, I never regretted doing those things because the reward is really worthwhile - the loyalty and unconditional love of a child.

Aside from my mother, he is probably the only person I'm sure devoted to me. When he was younger, he would cry his heart out each time I leave home for work. When I suffered from chickenpox and needs to be isolated from him, he keeps on banging the door to my bedroom so that I will let him in. He would never allow anyone, even my brother, to come near me, hug me or take me away from him. He gives me flowers he picked from his grandmother's flower pots. He leaves drawings and notes for me on my computer table or closet door. His kind gestures always made me really happy despite a stressful day.

Though he is not from me, I always see the need to care and love him just like a mother to her own child. Yay! He triggered the mother instinct in me. I am happy and thrilled to see him doing well in school and I get sick of worry when something is not going well with him.

Last year, he wasn't able to celebrate his birthday the way he wanted because of my brother's death. He agreed that the money intended for his birthday be spent on the expenses for my brother's wake. Such sweet kid! So this year, we decided to give him really special. Last Thursday, he celebrated in school and then yesterday (Saturday), his actual birthday, we celebrated with the family. Hosting a party, even a small one can really be tiresome but when you see his smile and the spark in his eyes, it'll surely warm your heart. The effort is so worthwhile.

Slicing his cake. Please bear with this unedited pic because I am too lazy (a.k.a not talented enough) to enhance pictures. :D

Missing In Action

2011-02-26T00:23:00.001+08:00

Been MIA for like forever. I actually have a few ideas on what to post but I'm just too busy to write something coherent for my readers to understand what my crazy mind wants to convey. With work, family, love life, friends and personal goals to manage, who wouldn't get so busy? (Lame excuse for being lazy... LOL!). I even considered deleting this blog due to frustration but being such a sentimental fool, I just can't part with something that I considered my companion through thick and thin and the outlet of my emotions when I don't feel like talking to anyone. Besides, I spent lots of sleepless nights making this blog's layout pleasing to my eyes so I cannot just throw away my effort that easily.

Anyway, I am still thankful that I get a few visitors despite my lack of post. I wanted to update this more often so here's hoping for more ideas sans laziness. haha! Stay tuned! :D

My Grown Up Christmas List

2010-12-24T01:05:00.000+08:00

It's like ages since the last time I made a post here. yikes! With all the parties, reunions and trips in addition to work, family life and love life, making a blog post is definitely not a priority on my to-do list. I even failed to make blog posts every 16th of the month for two months now... Sorry brother! :(

It's already 23rd of December I have not posted anything yet. So for my first (quick) post this month (and hopefully not the last), it'll be about my grown up Christmas list (though I already got my gifts...). :D

Shoes
Shoes will always be a part of my list (Christmas, birthday, etc). But unlike other girls who want sky-high heels, I'd be content with sneakers or anything comfortable for my feet. My current cravings are Converse All Star Light in any color, Toms preferably red (I have this thing for red footwear but I haven't bought one till now) and espadrilles. In the absence of shoes, bedroom slippers will do. :D

Cosmetics
I'm definitely not fond of makeup... but that was before. I'm not quite sure why but I just find myself scouring the cosmetic sections each time I visit the mall. Maybe vanity is hitting me. Lipstick in nude, coral, light pink and plum colors will be highly appreciated.

Overnight or weekend bag
I prefer nature-tripping than going to bars on weekend so I definitely need a sturdy bag that is large enough to fit my entire cabinet... err my stuff that I'll need for a night or two. The one I'm currently using is a bit small for all my things (gotta learn how to pack light).

Skin Care Gift Certificate
I think there is nothing more relaxing than getting a spa or facial for free. Pamper yourself without hurting your pockets! :D

Tour/Trip
All-expense paid trip to one of the islands or cities here in the Philippines will be greatly appreciated.

I am absolutely not expecting that I'll be getting one of these this Christmas unless I get one for myself. But who knows? Someone with a good heart might come across my blog and send me a pair of red Toms on the 25th. Keeping my fingers crossed!

Davao Trip Day 3 - Farewell, Davao

2010-11-28T22:13:00.003+08:00

It's Sunday! Our last day in Davao. We weren't able to explore other sights since our flight back to Iloilo is 6:00 am. By 4:00 am, we already left Aveflor Inn.

Two days of exploring is such a short time. We failed to visit the white sand beaches of Samal, other malls, churches, schools, etc. But though our stay there is short, we really enjoyed the trip. With no more than Php 400 round trip air fare, what more can we ask for? Thanks to Cebu Pacific piso sale. It really made our trip possible without requiring us to spend too much on fare alone. For sure I'll be watching for more seat sale in the days to come. :>

I arrived home tired, sleepy and broke but everything is worth it. I learned a lot, experienced a lot and of course, enjoyed a lot!The memories of this trip will surely be added into my happiness vault since traveling with friends is one of the most fulfilling activities for me. Additionally, it helped me become more responsible and mature person being the trip organizer.

Hopefully next time, I'd be given a chance to travel with my boyfriend... and maybe to travel all by myself - it's my ultimate dream. [-o<

Davao Trip Day 2 - Eden Nature Park

2010-11-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

We planned to leave for Eden Nature Park at 8:00 am but the funny thing is, we weren't able to wake up early... it's already past 8:00 when we woke up. Sleepy-heads! At around 10:00 am, we rode a jeepney bound for Toril. We never had trouble when commuting since the inn is accessible by most jeepneys. Travel time to Toril is probably 1 hour, fare is Php 20. We asked the driver to drop us at Mercury Drugstore because that is where motorcycles bound for Toril are parked. From there, we rode a motorcycle (with sidecar) - travel time to Eden Nature Park is around one hour. The driver charged us Php 100 per head. I think Php 100 is not too much considering how far the place is.

On our way, we can't help but be amazed of the panoramas greeting our eyes - huge trees with refreshingly green leaves, different types of houses (including the types showcased at Tribu K'Mindanawan Village), part of Mt. Apo (the tallest mountain in the Philippines) and fruit stands along the road. Additionally, the road all the way from the city proper to Eden Nature Park is concrete. Impressive!

On our way to Eden Nature Park

Indiana Jones Ride

We never thought that he Indiana Jones Ride is just warm-up for more exciting ride later.

This one is perfect for garden weddings.

Overnight accommodations

Towards the mountain trail

Holiday Terraces

The Amphitheater

Hydroponic Vegetable Garden

Never leave the reception area without this... especially if you won't avail the guided shuttle tour.

Rainbow Pass

Don't go home without trying this!

This has turned into a photo blog. :)) Sorry for the lack of details because I'm kinda eager to finish this post. But if somebody would want to ask something, just hit the comment button. I will answer as best as I can. :D

Davao Trip Day 1 - Davao People's Park

2010-11-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

The mass has started when we arrived at the Redemptorist Church, the church where our seminarian friend is based. After the mass and other prayer rituals, he suggested that we eat dinner at an eat-all-you-can resto. For Php 99, I feel like my stomach is bursting right after eating shrimps, various chicken, pork and beef dishes and desserts. My simple pleasures! :)

From there, we walked until we reach the People's Park. I'm quite amazed on how the government keeps the park nice and peaceful considering the number of people going there everyday. It's a gated public park wherein anyone who wants to enter will have to go through inspection for any prohibited objects such as weapon and cigarette. Yes, smoking is strictly prohibited inside the park.

Durian-shaped Dome

Davao Trip Day 1 - Davao Crocodile Park Complex

2010-11-27T20:14:00.001+08:00

Cebu Pacific flight 5J - 347 landed at Davao Airport 10 minutes earlier than it's expected time of arrival. Even if I and my friend are new to the place, we never had hard time finding our way retrieving our bags because the airport is never crowded since it's an early morning flight - first flight of that sunny Friday.

From the airport, we rode a taxi to Aveflor Inn (located at 108-3 CM Recto, beside Allied bank and Avon). It's a budget-friendly inn ideal to travelers like us who only needs a place to sleep, take a bath and most especially, a place where we can leave our belongings. Luxury accommodation shouldn't be expected but an air-conditioned room with toilet & bath, cable tv (no remote control though) and bed just right for two persons like us, what is there to complain about? There is also a cafeteria within the building so food is not much of a problem. Additionally, the place is located in downtown area so everything is just within our reach - mall, park, restaurants, school, etc.

I originally wanted to spend the whole day roaming around the city but since my friend stayed up all night (working on a night shift), I agreed to spend half of the day at the inn so that she can get at least a couple hours of sleep. While she is sleeping (or trying to be asleep), I grabbed the opportunity to organize my stuff (When I say organize, I mean empty my bag and leave my things where they should be - hang the clothes, the rest - toiletries, phone and camera charger, candies - all sprawling on the bed.

We leave the inn around lunch time to meet our seminarian friend based in Davao. We agreed to meet at Gaisano Mall (popularly known as G-Mall in Davao) since it is just a few minutes ride from the inn. Based on blog posts and reviews, G-Mall is the biggest mall in Davao and indeed, a wide, 5-storey mall welcomed my eyes as soon as we entered the building. It is even larger than SM City and Robinsons Mall here in Iloilo. I would love to scour every boutique in there but that activity is not included on our schedule and my budget :D... I just settled for a tourist map instead. After eating lunch (courtesy of Father Dan), we head to our next destination - Davao Crocodile Park!

Gaisano Mall Davao

From G-Mall, we rode a taxi to the place (taxi fare is only around Php 80). When we get there, I learned that we will not be visiting one park alone. It is actually called Davao Crocodile Park Complex, a village that resembles an exclusive subdivision but instead of houses, a number of parks can be seen there. Near the entrance of the complex is where the Zorb is located. In there, one can get inside a giant transparent ball and experience how it feels like to tumble, to be tossed and turned as the ball moves through the giant slide. I am not sure how much this ride costs for we never get the chance to drop by due to time constraints and besides it's a bit far from the crocodile farm itself.

Entrance to the Crocodile Farm is worth 150 each. This fee also entitles you free entrance to Tribu K'Mindanawan Village and Butterfly House. Our first stop is at the Crocodile Park. But crocodiles are not the only animals seen there - tiger, ostrich, birds, monkeys, snakes and many others can also be found in the area.

Image 1 - Pangil, the oldest crocodile in the farm.
Image 2 - Dragon sailfin. We never thought that it's real because it's not moving.
Image 3 - Hands of an orangutan. It looks like that of a man's sans manicure
Image 4 - Bear cuscus

After we bid good bye to the animals, we proceeded to Tribu K'Mindanawan Village, just a few steps away from the Crocodile Park. Located beside the river, Trubu K'Mindanawan is a cultural village that showcases the lifestyle of locals. One thing I love here are the different types of houses the tribe members used to have.

Uyaanan (Traditional Mansaka House)

Turogan (House of Datu Maranao Tribe)

Too bad I don't have lots of nice pictures of other types of houses. :(

As soon as we're done exploring the village, we headed to Butterfly House, just a few minutes walk from the Crocodile Park. Unfortunately, I had my difficulty-breathing-when-tired attack so I have no choice but to ask my friends that we rest for a while or else I'll pass out. Lame!

The best days to visit the complex are Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays because there are shows during these days. While we’re walking back to Crocodile Park to witness the show, the Waterball Ride area is not crowded anymore and the guys there are encouraging us to try it. It costs Php 50 for 10 minutes. We decided to give it a try since being inside the giant ball looks really exciting. The rule is to try to stand and walk inside the ball but since it is floating in the water, we find it impossible to do it.

Waterball Ride

Crocodile Show: The man is feeding the young crocodiles inside the fenced area.

Crocodile Show. Should he fall, the crocodiles are waiting to eat him.


Fire Dance in front of Tribu K'Mindanawan Village. Too bad we weren't able to watch the rest of the show because we need to go back to my friend's church to hear the afternoon mass.

Losing and Finding

2010-10-16T00:00:00.004+08:00

Many life changing events happened to me since the year started. One and the most heartbreaking is of course the sudden death of my only brother. This tragedy alone taught me a lot of lessons and made me realize many things. Although kind gestures are pouring in, I have proven that not all people whom you thought your friends will gonna be there beside you when you needed them the most. Sometimes, those people whom their sincerity you doubted are the ones who beat the odds just to make you feel better.

I also learned that the death of someone you hold dear is the most painful thing a person may experience. I previously thought that those death/dying or funeral scenes I see on films and televisions are overrated but boy I was wrong! I've been there exactly eight months ago and I realized that nothing can alleviate the pain caused by a person's sudden death. Even those bereaved family's almost hysterical reactions when the coffin is being interred are all true. I've come to the point wherein I want to pull my brother's body out of the coffin, shake him and shout with all my might in the hopes of bringing his life back. Even when I visit his grave, there are times when I want to tear down the concrete tomb, pull him out and bring him home. I never thought that it'll hurt me this much... I never thought that I'd miss him this much. It is indeed true that you'll realize how much a person means to you when he is gone... and it hurts even more if you weren't able to let that person know how much you love him. That is why from that day on; I make it a point to show to those who really matter how much they mean to me. The once rarely mentioned "I love you" often escapes my lips. I am also starting to learn how to manage my time wisely... spending it with what matter to me - faith, family, work, friends and later on love.

Yes, love! While I was busy getting over my brother's death, God is probably equally busy looking or prepping that one special person who'll make me feel special. Although some relationship experts advise not to fall in love when you are still on the healing process, I still chose to let myself love and be loved. And it felt good to have that someone who helps lighten my load when they seem too much for me to endure... a pat in the back, hugs, other simple gestures of kindness or his mere presence can set the mood right and make me believe that everything will be alright. I know we still have a long way to go and I am amiable to the fact that we still have to go through lots of challenges that could either make us or break us. I may not be good at this thing called love since I haven't had serious relationships before this but I believe that as long as we give time, allow each other to grow together and individually and there is respect, understanding and love, there is really nothing to worry about. So far so good and I am thankful that I am blessed with a person that I want as much as I need.

We sometimes lose what we have but there is always a reason for it. We may not know what it is but if we allow our selves to heal, we’ll eventually accept the demise consequently make us notice more beautiful things life could offer.

Pabaon

2010-09-16T20:48:00.003+08:00

It's the 16th of the month once more. This time I'm posting about something of great significance to my departed brother's life... something he loved more than any other beverage in the world - the Mountain Dew. If he'll just give in to temptation I swear he can drink more than five bottles a day. Some people even call him Mr. Mountain Dew when he was still alive.

On the day of his burial, we slipped in one can of the said soda inside his coffin along with his other personal belongings (one is the gray handkerchief I gave him :( ) as our "pabaon".

"You've been away for seven months big bro. If only there is a way for me to visit you, I would have done it right then. But apparently, I can only be with you in my dreams so I hope you'll visit me there more often."

photo credit: bobtheking

Six Months and Counting

2010-08-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

It's exactly six months ago today since my brother's death. But for me, it was only like yesterday when I cried out loud in the hospital's emergency room. Even the words of my uncle informing me that he's gone are still ringing in my ears.

Six months ago, I was a very lonely and pained soul. I can't talk without crying... I was wishing that everything is just a dream and when I wake up the next day, I'll see my brother sleeping in his bed. But alas! Even if I close my eyes and try to sleep, all I can see is his face while trying to make myself believe that he is forever gone. Those were the days when I think of just crying for the rest of my life.

Six months after... I'm still the pained soul who cries from time to time when the memories remind me of how painful it is to lose someone. But thankfully, I'm no longer a lonely soul. I've found my way back to my old cheery self... thanks to family and friends who show me so much love. I realized that grieving over someone's death is little less painful when family and friends are around to help.

Now if only there is a way for me to find out that he is happy... :D

One Question and An Answer

2010-08-06T22:15:00.006+08:00

Just when I'm all set to start doing my task early this morning, a chat message window pops up on my screen all of a sudden - it's from a guy on the workstation far away from mine. :P Knowing him, I thought what he sent me are links to goofy videos or images. But the videos aren't what I thought them to be. They are actually interesting videos that can make you think of what will be your answer when asked with the same question, "where do you wanna wake up tomorrow?"

Fifty People, One Question: London

Fifty People, One Question: Brooklyn

Before watching the videos, I have nothing in mind as to what I wanna see the moment I opened my eyes after a good night's sleep. But after watching and a few hours of contemplating, there is one thing that keeps coming back on my mind - to wake up in a room with wide windows overlooking the sea. As I open the window to let the sunshine in, fresh air come rushing making me feel free and alive. Breakfast should be waiting for me either on the porch or by the seashore. While I wouldn’t mind eating alone, it would be more fun if I'd be sharing it with people close to my heart. Eating breakfast at the beach and spending time with someone you love to talk to is I think one of the most relaxing moments in the world.

So to sum it all up, combination of beach, food and good company... That's what I want!

Thanks to that guy for sharing... :P

Ever the Same

2010-08-02T22:22:00.006+08:00

I admit I am not blessed with singing prowess nor you can let me sing in front of others even my friends. I only sing when I'm at home with my family because I'm kinda used to them picking on me when my voice gets croaky. But even if music doesn't like me that much, the way it changes my mood is so amazing. When I'm down or annoyed, listening to Green Day, Matchbox Twenty, Alanis, The Cranberries and other alternative rock artists in full volume can make me feel a bit better.

I can listen to their songs all day everyday - one of the songs is Ever the Same by Rob Thomas. It saved me from insanity more than three years ago and until now, I always turn to it when I feel so alone, helpless and so down. The lyrics hit me straight to the point plus the fact that Rob Thomas is freaking handsome.

Rob Thomas - New Music - More Music Videos

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same(Ever the same)

4D Puzzle: A Love at First Sight

2010-08-01T22:31:00.010+08:00

Today is supposed to be my rest day since I wasn't able to rest yesterday for various reasons. But since this day's activity has been planned a few days ago, I gladly joined my family for some kiddie bonding. After the bump cars adventures, rides, foods and other kiddie activities, we went to Toy Kingdom to look for that remote control helicopter my cousin promised his kid.

While there, I look around hoping that I can find some nice stress balls for myself and my office buddy (a promise I made him ages ago). I was a bit disappointed for not finding a single stress ball in there but then something on the glass display caught my attention - miniature animals and other figures like the toys my nephews are playing. At closer look, the toys are not traditional figurines but are actually 3D puzzle building blocks. One toy is consist of multiple parts to form a figurine. According to their website, the toys are called 4D because they are 3 "D" imensions + "D" etails. They were created around 1998 but I only learned about them just now. :D

I know this type of toy is not only fun but mentally challenging as well. Puzzle in 4D... cool, right? I want to get one but then I promised that I will not use my card on unnecessary purchases so those dragons have to wait.

LipTone is Back!

2010-07-29T21:03:00.003+08:00

Don't you just hate it when your favorite product is discontinued or out of stock? That's what I felt when I ran out of LipTone by Blistex. I looked for it everywhere but to no avail... and since I need something to dab on my lips, I have no choice but to try other brands and even other products from Blistex. Unfortunately, nothing works for me better than LipTone does. For months, I kept on changing lip balms until... tada! I found one today. I actually dropped by the mall to look for other brands I have not used yet since the one I'm currently using is running out. My heart jumped for joy after seeing a few boxes hanging at the lowest portion of the rack. I wanted to buy two or three but payday is still a few days away and I know I can't just pout my lips if I have no money to pay for my jeepney fare in going to work. (LipTone is actually affordable but I bought other stuff too.)

I love this product because aside from having SPF 15, it has also a slight touch of color that enhances your lip's natural pigment. I can use this alone (especially if I'm running late) or finish it with bolder colors to brighten my face. Although I miss using LipTone, I don't feel sorry for trying other brands because I learned something because of it - using lipstick of bolder colors like hotpink and bloody red.

I am really happy for having LipTone again and I'm sure I'll be using it until its very end. Crossing my fingers that they'll not face out this product. :D

Rain Gear

2010-07-21T22:19:00.004+08:00

I've been racking my brain for some new ideas to post here but seems like nothing came out of my mind... then I remember I've been suffering from "brain-freeze" since early this morning.

But hearing the raindrops falling on the roof, I remembered the look I created on looklet many days ago.
The look is my favorite outfit especially on a rainy working day - nice pair of jeans, jacket/coat over a shirt and my old sneakers. I won't really care if the rain will fall heavily as long as I'm wearing this super comfy outfit. I don't know if it's weird but I just do not want to brave the city on a rainy day wearing a pair of slippers or other open footwear (The price of having a mother who often talks about Leptospirosis and asks you to wash your feet with soap and water and isopropyl alcohol soon after you arrived home on a rainy day.) Furthermore, this outfit can make it easy for me to commute knowing that it is during days like these when the passengers are the one running after a jeepney... this makes it easy for me to defeat fellow commuters who are wearing high heels, skirts and other less comfortable outfit.

Of course the headband is just an additional bling...

Chasing Chickens

2010-07-17T12:11:00.001+08:00

When I went back to the cyber world after the death of my brother, I vowed that I will make a blog post every 16th of the month until his first year anniversary. It's just my simple tribute to the stubborn guy with a good heart. But instead of posting my laments of his passing, I decided to start posting happy memories of him. Though the pain is still fresh, I think it's about time for me to accept the fact that he is gone and start moving forward but will glance back from time to time to the happy memories I had with him.

This one is about one of the things he's passionate about - chickens! When we were young, our mother often takes us with her every time she visits the farm. In there, we would usually play and take a bath in the artesian well during planting time or watch people harvest crops during harvest time. My brother is not one of the kids who would tumble and play in the hay, fly kites in the field or climb trees. Instead, he would often raid our caretaker's chicken coop to check for some chicks he can bring home. Even if the chicken is at the farthest branch of the tallest tree in the area or in the innermost part of the hut, if he decided that he wants that particular creature, he will surely do everything just to get it. He even cries to our mother if he cannot get what he wants.

To spare him from more troubles in catching the chickens, our caretakers decided to keep their best chicks in the coop so that if we'll go there, he'll never have to go through lots of chasing to get what he wanted. I am not sure how many chickens he brought home over the years but one thing I am sure of, he still cares about his chickens wherever he is right now. One of his friends (whom he entrusted some of his chickens) told us that a few days before their supposed cockfight (during his wake), something is weird going on where the chickens are kept. Before they went to sleep, they covered the cage with cloth probably to protect the chicken from cold. But when they woke up the next morning, the cloth is no longer how they left it. It has already been drawn just like the way they’re doing it every morning. It happens two days in a row they said. Another friend also dreamt about him asking about the chicken he gave to that friend.

As of this time, my mother has started to give away or sell his chickens but left a few so as not to totally get rid of his memories. The remaining chickens are cared for by my mother's spinster cousin who has been with us for as long as I can remember. He is even crying when he fed the chicken a few days after my brother's death.

I just hope that there would be cockfighting and TV shows specifically about chickens (he used to watch shows on cable and videos on YouTube) wherever he is right now so that he will be having a blast even in life after death.

(Note: This was supposed to be posted yesterday, 5 months after his death, but I wasn't able to do so because I felt sick.)

Chuckingly Sleek

2010-07-15T17:46:00.009+08:00

Last week my cousin went home after almost two years of staying abroad. He was supposed to go home last year but due to unavoidable circumstances, he wasn't able to do so. That made him miss a lot of family celebrations like birthdays, Christmas and such. Going back to the topic, he brought home a pair of new shoes for me. It was his combined present for my last two birthdays - 2009 & 2010.

I asked (persuaded him) for a particular running shoes (even sent him a link to the item) but he does not seem to like it. Instead, he brought home a pair of sneakers from Adidas (Sleek series) and mind you, it has a glittering sparkly canvas upper. At first glance, I was like, "What's with the glitters? It'll really make me look girly!" But of course I just kept my mouth shut because of the fear of offending him and might no longer give me stuff. LOL! I know he just want me to look like a real girl even in trainers. :)

I've worn it for a few days and oh well... I'm starting to love it. It is so light and it provides me with the most comfortable insole cushion next to my Skechers bikers shoes (I am kinda picky when it comes to shoes because of early signs of arthritis. LOL!). Even if I wear it with flimsy socks, it is still comfortable unlike my old Chucks. I have nothing against Converse, I actually love my Chucks but I must say, my feet tend to get painful and develop blisters if I wear it without socks for extended period of time.

I actually feel sad for my Chucks because I'm no longer using it as often as before. I haven't even washed it for probably over a month but still I wouldn't trade it for anything... oh no, not for anything. I wouldn't trade it for a pair of sky-high heels. It has been my companion in many sad and happy moments of my life and I'm sure, it'll still accompany me in many days to come especially now that it's rainy season once again.

To the sparkly shoes, welcome to my crazy world. I have accepted the fact that, shining glittering stuff isn't that bad. You are beautiful in your own way and I look forward to creating happy memories with you. To my Chucks, it's not time for good riddance yet. You are still strong enough to take me wherever I want and I thank you for the countless days of helping me put my best foot forward. And to my cousin, thank you for always being a big brother to us. You just don't know how thankful I am to have you in my life. I may not be the apple of your eyes anymore but I'm sure, I'd still be your little cousin you'd like to kick (but you can't) every time I cause you trouble. I love you big guy!

Colored Metal Frame Wire Fixation

2010-07-13T21:11:00.007+08:00

Summer in the Philippines is so over. In fact, it's already rainy season here. But then, my obsession for colored metal frame wire aviators knows no season. Wherever I go (during the day of course), my red metal frame wire aviator goes with me. But since I'm using it like almost everyday since December of last year, the color of the frame has started to fade and chip. I've been looking for a replacement for quite some time now but unfortunately, I can't find anything that is alike or better than my old one, at a reasonable price.

However, while I was window shopping at eBay, I found these cute aviators that I'd really want to own.

They are the cutest thing ever! They may not be as expensive as Ray-Ban but they're just as cute. And besides, I wouldn't want to buy anything so expensive that I know I'll break or lose due to my recklessness. As of now, I'm contemplating whether to buy or not. I haven't bought anything from eBay and the thought of ordering online, having it shipped, paying for the shipping cost (the shipping cost is almost equal to the cost of the item itself), waiting for the delivery and the possible glitches I might come across stresses me out. If only I can find these types at some malls in our area, I'd not hesitate to get one in ALL COLORS. :(

Off to think about this... :D

photo credits: coolthingsforsalehere

Three Years...

2010-07-09T22:38:00.004+08:00

Today is my third year anniversary at my current company. Seems like it was only yesterday when I was struggling to finish university, wondering what my life would be after I graduated from college. But here I am now... have been earning (and spending) for exactly three years now.

I can vividly remember the day when I, together with around five of my college classmates, head to the old and small office to pass our resumes and take the exam. After taking the exam and submitting some work (nearly missed the deadline because I was bit of lost that time), I was informed to come for an interview. A few more days after, the HR texted me to attend the orientation because I will be reporting for work the day after I was given orientation. I remember I nearly jumped for joy after reading the text message.

The first day of work was equally memorable. Since I was assigned to work nigh shift, I came there around an hour early (commuting from my town late at night can be difficult). I can exactly remember the black pants, white top with light brown lace blazer and denim pumps I wore. Nervousness, excitement and apprehension are felt all at the same time. Hey, it's my first day at my first ever job.... I have all the right to feel those.

Good thing three of my college classmates have been working there for a few months so I never really have to feel alone. I was assigned to a work station between two guys (which I later found out the other one is gay... kidding!). I was really too shy to talk and make friends with them because I'm sort of aloof and they all seem like they're doing well with their respective tasks.

But fast forward to three years, I'm no longer the shy girl at WS10 (I was transferred to WS7 almost a year ago.). I gained a lot of friends and learned from them; work-related or not. Though I can sometimes be heard ranting about the company, I admit it opened a lot of opportunity for me. I learned a lot of lessons that I'm sure I can use even if I'm no longer part of the company. I'm not sure if I will stay for another year but whatever path life will lead, this company will always have a place in my heart.

Happy 3rd anniversary to me and to my friend, April! (sorry Cay, I just have to use your first name because it sounds cute.. LOL!) The chocolate ice cream was yummy... :)

Fashion Mishap

2010-06-26T16:31:00.007+08:00

I have nothing against Lady Gaga neither a big fan of her. I even enjoy listening to her songs at times. But her pictures I came across with a couple of days ago are just freaking hilarious that it cracked me up for a minute or so.

Who in her right mind would wear a ridiculous sky-high platform boots that is sort of connected to her waist/belt when traveling? I understand if she wears eccentric outfit during stage performances, red carpet events and other social gatherings... but in an airport where everyone especially the paps, are watching her every move?
Get rid of your leather cape and ridiculous boots!
Hilarious! It made my boring day really comical...

Photo credit: omg

Shout Out of the Day

2010-06-16T20:16:00.004+08:00

People may see me laughing like nothing happened but what they are not aware of is that I still carry the pain of your passing.

*Exactly four months ago today. :(

Dedicated to Motherland

2010-06-13T01:59:00.007+08:00

Though it is already 13th of June on my end, I wouldn't mind making a post to celebrate the 112th year of Philippine Independence. I know I haven't been vocal about it but I've always considered myself as patriotic and it'll really make me feel sad if I cannot dedicate an entire post for our dear Motherland.

I posted this song because it never fails to move me and make me feel proud that I am a Filipino. I did have hard time deciding who's version to post (Lea Salonga, Libera or Sarah Geronimo) but I chose Lea Salonga because... because she is Lea Salonga! LOL! I like Libera's version too but I think the rendition is not so Filipino-ish because of their diction. However, I wish that Lea is on stage while singing this, not during the funeral of a former president.

Anyway, here's to a better Philippines! Hoping that the newly elected government officials will do what they're supposed to do to make our country a better Philippines for the Filipinos.

Happy Independence Day everyone! :)

Yeah, You'll be in my Heart

2010-06-09T21:31:00.015+08:00

I'm always saying that mushy love song makes me sick but I can't get enough listening to this one. I particularly like the part in which the kid (and later a woman, probably his mother) is running in the woods. So appropriate for the lyrics

Just take my hand
Hold it tight
I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry

I loved it since the first time I hear it playing and until now, I'm still loving it. I am not sure why I'm posting this now but maybe... just maybe... the lyrics are sort of what I need to keep me going. (emo mode)

I love the lyrics.
I love the video.
I love the beat.
I love Disney OSTs.
I love Phil Collins!
Ok I love Tarzan too... :D

Waiting for the End

2010-06-07T20:13:00.005+08:00

If I were to describe my ideal Saturday, it would be waking up when the sun is already up, eat brunch, and go back to bed again, watch TV or read a good book. However, I've become so quite busy these days that lazing around all day rarely happens. With various group of friends in addition to my family to spend time with and errands to do, I have been missing a lot of activities that I really enjoy doing. One of these activities is reading... I am sure I am not a nerd but I can spend a day sitting under the mango tree with a good book in hand and a bowl of sliced apples nearby (my mother says I can eat a medium-sized apple in one minute.. lol!).

There are lots of books I want to read, mostly fantasy and adventures (as influenced by a friend) but I also find myself looking for inspirational and feel good books. Sadly, due to my always busy schedule, workwise and leisurewise, I've started to mellowed down in reading which I am not happy about.

This day however, my friend sent me a link to one of the chapters of the latest installment of the book that we've been reading since college, the Artemis Fowl Series (Artemis Fowl: The Atlantis Complex out on July this year). It made me excited because I really thought that it's the last book of the series but then my friend said that there is probably another book coming after this one. So it somehow made me disappointed because I've been looking forward to know the ending of the story. I want to find out the mystery behind things, what would become of my most favorite character and if the villain gets the punishment or karma s/he deserves. Completing a series always gives me a sense of fulfillment that probably some non-readers cannot understand.

Another ending that I have been dying to read is the 4th book of Inheritance Cycle. It was supposedly Inheritance Trilogy but was later made into four books for some reasons. There is still no news as to when this will be out but based on news, the author is working on it as of press time.

If there is one thing I hate about reading, it is the long gaps in between books especially if the story is new and the author is still alive. You will have to endure so many months of waiting and thinking of how the story will end. But as what others might say, "it is what makes the book exciting!"

For now I'll try to find another book to spend time with. Series or not, as long as the story is good, makes me think and makes me go back a few pages or perhaps chapters to analyze the current chapter I'm reading, it'll be fine. After all, no book is dull to a book lover like me. :)

24th

2010-06-04T21:26:00.006+08:00

I wasn't in the mood to do anything today because

I stayed late to make birthday-salubong while eating Snickers
I'm in a bit of sunggod-mode because my mother is sort of busy with other people (drama much?)
I am not really keen on celebrating my birthday because of the recent death of my one and only sibling. Having fun with the family will only make me sad because it brings back painful memories of his sudden death less than four months ago.

Nevertheless, I cannot stop people from showing their love so we ended up having chicken adobo for lunch (thanks to my father's cousin for the chicken), ice cream and cake in the afternoon and a different chicken menu and valenciana for dinner. Life is good!

I know I'm having roller coaster of emotions for the past few days (maybe because it's my first birthday without my brother) but I am still thankful for all the blessings I received. I never thought that I'd last this long without going crazy because of sadness, grief and guilt (for acting like a spoiled little sister and for not spending more time with him). But then, I'm surrounded with a lot of people who show so much love and support so that makes grieving a little less painful.

Aside from overwhelming greetings through text and facebook posts, I also got a "birthday card" from my beloved nephew. It's not actually a traditional card but drawing of stick figures of me and him in a piece of paper I gave him a few weeks ago. I also got another "card" from another nephew upon learning that his cousin gave me something for my birthday. Those two never fail to make me smile always.

Another gift came from my office buddy - drawing of a girl holding a balloon. I'm not sure if the girl really looks like me but the hair and the shape of the lips can pass (peace! :P). Anyway, I'm still pleased with the drawing because at least he spent time and effort for that (and I envy him for being so good at drawing)... Thanks Leo! :)

This year's birthday maybe not be as fun as last year but as long as I'm with the people I love most and knowing that many relatives and friends remember me, it's more than enough.

Shout Out of the Day

2010-06-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wish I can let people see a certain part of my mind so that I’ll never have trouble explaining what I want, what I feel and why I’m doing certain things.

My Happiness

2010-05-29T22:20:00.005+08:00

I'll be celebrating my 24th birthday in the next few days so I'm thinking of giving myself tribute in the form of blog posts about myself. My first birthday-related post is about happiness.

I'm a naturally happy person but sad to say, many people often label me as snob, bitchy and intimidating. Well maybe if they only know what makes me happy, they'll not think of me as such. That explains why I'm enumerating here the things that can really paint a smile on my face...

Being with my family and knowing that they are all okay.
Waking up in the morning without having to worry that I'll be late for work.
Talking (or listening to them talk) to my naughty and inquisitive nephews and nieces.
My mother's tasty dishes like estofado, creamy chicken macaroni soup, valenciana and a lot more. (might make a separate post about it)
Looking at old photographs.
Hanging out with my hilarious friends.
Getting positive feedbacks from my boss.
Eating fruits - apple, guyabano, pineapple and more. I love fruits!
Biking, running... being sweaty!
Long night walks
Nature-tripping
Newly changed bed sheet, pillow cases and blanket.
The smell of newly trimmed grass.
The smell of rice plants being harvested.
Good books
Not slacking
Clean toenails
Shoes with super comfortable insoles (Good for me because I self-diagnosed me with plantar fasciitis) :P

Carpeted floor (so that I can walk barefoot)
My social networking accounts and this blog.
Gummy candies
Mirrors
Sunnies

Pretty lame list but what can I do? Those things are making me happy. As what we, Filipinos, say, "mababaw ang kaligayahan".

Great Week-ender

2010-05-21T20:38:00.004+08:00

I love Fridays! I always feel ecstatic and restless every time this day comes. Even if it is still a working day (unless otherwise declared by the government or the company), it is my favorite because for me, it signifies a better tomorrow, literally. Who doesn't love weekends by the way? In addition, Friday also gives me the opportunity to wake up a bit late especially if I wasn't late in going to work from Monday to Thursday (three lates in a week is subject for investigation and sanction in our company). Unlike other working days, I can sleep as late as I can during Friday nights and can wake up as late as I can too the next day.

And what is better way to end the day than some positive remarks from your boss? This skype conversation of me and my client really made my day. I find these conversations really uplifting and motivating. It feels good to have a boss who treats you not just as someone on his payroll but also a friend... a daughter.

This weekend is gonna be busy for me because it is the feast day of Sta. Rita de Cascia, one of my mom's favorite saints and also the patron saint of the area where I grew up so definitely I'll be spending the day there. It is also my niece 3rd birthday so I might join her party as well. Sunday is bonding time with my friends.

Now I need to finish some tasks before finally saying, "Happy Friday everyone!"

Victorious Victor

2010-05-13T10:31:00.008+08:00

The much-awaited election is finally over. But let me share to you my experience of the 1st ever Philippine Automated Elections.

I went at San Miguel Elementary School around lunch time. Thankfully when I get at precinct 29A (Sta. Rita - Saclauso Sts.), the room is as clear as the sky since there are only a few voters casting their votes at the moment. Since my mother knows all information about me including my voters list series number, I never have to go through pages of the list to find my name.

After the election officer handed me the pen and my official ballot, I immediately sit on a vacant chair and start the ball rolling. With my list of candidates (cheat sheet) in hand, I shaded the ballot with caution so as not to let it bleed through to the other side and have it rejected by the PCOS machine. Once I finished, I went to the PCOS machine to feed my ballot. While waiting for the machine to process my ballot, the thought of “what if the machine will reject my ballot” swirls into my mind. Being under the information and communications technology field, I'd definitely die of embarrassment if it will happen to me. Much to my relief, the screen displayed "Congratulations" and accepted my ballot after a few seconds. I signed my name, gave my right thumb mark and have my index finger marked with indelible ink. That's it!

Sadly, this isn't the same with my cousins and other relatives and friends who are assigned to different voting precincts. It took them hours of waiting and falling in line before finally casting their votes. Thanks to the defective PCOS machine assigned to their area...

But if there is one thing I like about this method of voting, it is the canvassing of votes - no more reading of ballots until midnight, no more manual adding of results, you can also never hear "kahon" for every five votes a candidate gets. In addition, automated election also means saving more trees since the result is printed in a small piece of paper just like the receipts we get from malls and grocery stores.

If I were to grade the automated election (the system alone, not the whole election period), one as the lowest and ten as the highest, I'd probably give it seven or eight. I hope next year, there would be no defective PCOS machine and should have enough spare ones to serve as replacement.

And for the benefit of my kasimanwas, here is the list of the newly elected local officials of the Municipality of San Miguel:

MAYOR
Victor Saclauso

VICE MAYOR
Rey Salmo

COUNCILORS
Bonifacio Salapantan Jr.
Rochin Sherwin Sanchez
Marian Grace Castillo
Charlie Tomo
George Delgado
Dunstan Claudio Sale
Elsie Sorongon
Edgar Salanio

They may be from various political parties but I do hope that they will work hand in hand for the welfare of San Migueleños.

I believe

2010-05-04T21:09:00.004+08:00

This was sent by a client through email and I'm kind of "can relate" that is why I'm posting it here:

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends, if we understand that friends change.

I Believe....
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...
That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...
That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe....
That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...
That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe....
That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe....
That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe...
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe....
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe....
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe....
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe....
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself..

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...
That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe....
Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe....
That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

The Hopefuls!

2010-05-04T20:16:00.004+08:00

This is for the benefit of my kasimanwas all over the world. I know you guys are always eager to hear tidbits about our beloved San Miguel so here... I'm posting this. I originally wanted to make this post the day the election campaign started but I was too busy to visit the ComElec and ask for the list of candidates so I just waited for my official sample ballot to arrive (this ballot pissed me off a bit because my middle name is not spelled correctly considering that it's one of the most common family names in town).

It's not yet late to post this so I'm sharing to you the list of candidates for the May 2010 local elections.

Mayor

Gorriceta, John Carlo (Independent)
Gorriceta, Marina Luz (LKS-KAM)
Guelos, Delfin (PMP)
Mondejar, Je incumbent SB Member (NP)
Saclauso, Victor incumbent Vice Mayor (LP)

Vice Mayor

Añes, Joebert incumbent ABC Pres. (LKS_KAM)
Fuentes, Maria Elena incumbent SB Member (Independent)
Mole, Roger (PMP)
Sales, Frince incumbent SB Member (NP)
Salmo, Rey (NPC)

Sangguniang Bayan Member

Altes, Glicerio (PMP)
Amoyoc, Bella (LKS_KAM)
Beltran, Rogelio (LKS_KAM)
Bendicion, Simeon (NP)
Buncag, Paul Kenneth (NP)
Candame, Jessie (PMP)
Castillo, Marian Grace (NPC)
Castro, Rosendo (PMP)
Delfino, Jocelyn (PMP)
Delgado, George incumbent SB Member (NP)
Montaño, Remegio (NP)
Plotea, Francisco (NPC)
Quillo, Betty (PMP)
Raquit, Angelo, Jr. (LP)
Sabidalas, Jose James (LP)
Sabido, Salvador, Jr. (LKS-KAM)
Sacay, Hilario (NP)
Salanio, Edgar (LKS-KAM)
Salapantan, Bonifacio, Jr. incumbent SB Member (NPC)
Sale, Dunstan Claudio incumbent SB Member (LKS-KAM)
Sales, Gloria (PMP)
Sales, Romar (NP)
Salibio, Felix (PMP)
Salmon, Jayson (NP)
Samulde, Ronelo Dominador (LKS-KAM)
Sanchez, Rochin Sherwin incumbent SB Member (LP)
Satore, Moreto (LKS-KAM)
Sensal, Gregorio (Independent)
Sorongon, Elsie (NPC)
Sotacio, Nestor (PMP)
Talite, Ricardo (Independent)
Tomo, Charlie incumbent SB Member (LP)
Villarico, Dorothea (LKS-KAM)

There you have it! Hopefully we will be able to discern who among these candidates are worthy enough to become our next leaders... for a better San Miguel!

Walking in Comfort

2010-05-02T23:40:00.006+08:00

I was at the mall with my mom earlier today when I remembered that I need to buy a new beige foot cover because my old one is already worn out. I went to look for the type/brand I used to buy but to no avail. The need to try something else kicked in so I decided to look for other brands. The sales lady handed me a pair from a brand I have not even heard of until today and when I opened to see it... oh boy I was amazed. It has sole cushion and small massaging circles in the ankle area for added comfort. Plus, it is super low-cut so I'm sure it wouldn't be visible when I wear my flats.

This type is perfect for me since my feet are always painful every time I am not wearing socks.

I have been using foot socks throughout my college life but I haven't seen one like this. Maybe this type has been here all along but I just haven't noticed because my taste is set to something else. Can't wait to wear this soon!

(the round patch of cloth is the sole cushion)

(small massaging circles in the ankle)

For Her

2010-05-01T14:42:00.004+08:00

If there is one person (apart from God) that I am grateful for, it would be my Nanay. This may seem an overused sentence but I’ll say it anyway, “I wouldn’t be where I am now without her.” God knows what she went through for me and my brother especially when our father died when she was four months pregnant with me.

Our life was far from being bed of roses but she never gave up on us. She became our source of strength even if she herself feels like she has nothing to give anymore. She sacrificed her own happiness for us. She is the only one who understands and accepts us even on our worse.

Though we sometimes act blind to all her efforts, she still remains supportive to all our endeavors. I cannot remember of a single moment in which she left me alone especially when I needed her the most. She has always been there whether I need her or not, whether I want her or not.

She may be starting to age now but that doesn’t change the love she always has for me. Me, in return is always making sure that she knows that I love her by doing simple things that can really make her happy. One is spending more time with her especially now that my only brother is gone. Even if my friends are sometimes mocking me for not spending more time with them the way I used to, I do not care…. I won’t care. They do not know what it feels like to lose a father, a brother and only has a mother to share my life with. And besides, good friends will always understand you and will always respect your decisions. The least I want right now are people who pressure me to do this and that without considering my situation.

Oopps! This post is starting to become emotional so before I bawl my eyes out, I’d like to share with you some heartwarming songs that I’d like to sing to my mother if only I am blessed enough to do it. Here are my picks...

A Song for Mama by Boyz II Men
The Perfect Fan by Backstreet Boys
You'll be in me Heart by Phil Collins
I'm Amazed by Lila McCann featuring Jim Brickman
Mama by Spice Girls
Rock and Roll Lullaby by B.J. Thomas
Mama Tried by Merle Haggard
Mama Don't You Cry by Steelheart
Thank You Mom by Good Charlotte
You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban
A Mother's Prayer by Celine Dion

But since I cannot obviously sing these songs, I'll just compile this into a CD. Perfect for Mother's Day! :)

Check out songs for mom to listen to these songs!

My Best Friend's Wedding

2010-04-28T22:17:00.006+08:00

My best friend for n years is a married woman now. She is married to no other than her boyfriend, who is also my second cousin, of around seven years.

Theirs is one of my most favorite love stories ever. Teasing them started when they went to the same Catholic Kinder School and even until grade school they were occasionally picked on . But as time goes by, nothing happened between the two of them and even reached the point wherein they both became part of two different relationships.

But indeed, love has its own way of making things happen. They became together when we were in senior high school and they have been inseparable since then. I have been a witness not just of their sweet moments but their quarrels as well. And despite of the many life and relationship challenges, they remain strong because of their love for each other. And in a matter of months, they will soon welcome the newest member of the family - their first child. Knowing them, for sure they'll become great parents.

To Mr. and Mrs. Bernard Paul Soliguen (whew! It takes time to get used to it), congratulations! Thank you for not making me feel out of place when the three of us go out together, for not making me feel lonely because I'm alone and for always being there for me. The many nights you walked me home, the weekly dinners we used to do before, the bottles of beer we empty under the table because we are drunk enough to drink more and the countless other memories I shared with you both - I cannot forget them all! Thank you! Today is another chapter of your life and I really wish you the best. Problems may come but I know you can get through it because you two are tough! I hope you know that I love you. I am looking forward to your church wedding... Hopefully I will gain more weight when the time comes hence I will not look like a walking stick when marching the aisle as part of your entourage (wish!). LOL!

For our Country!

2010-04-28T12:54:00.014+08:00

After my stint as Sangguniang Kabataan Chairman of our area, I have been very careful about politics because I learned how dirty it can get. But despite that, I an still thankful that I was given the opportunity to experience and enjoy the responsibilities and perks as a government leader. I know I wasn't the best youth leader during our time and I'm amenable that what I did is not enough to make a big change in the lives of our countrymen.

So here, I am doing the best that I can in the hopes of helping our beloved Philippines recover from poverty, corruption and other diseases of the society. We cannot all be leaders but we have the power to choose who would be the next one to lead the nation for a better Philippines - and I believe it's no other than Richard Gordon.

If you can spend hours streaming movies online, why not spare a bit of your time to get to know him? The short time you spared can make a difference...

Here is the list of video links to know more about him.

It's Worth the Travel

2010-04-25T20:17:00.009+08:00

After a week of planning, more than an hour of waiting for one of our companions, roughly 2-hour bus ride to the town and 30-minute boat ride, we finally reached the beautiful Sandbar Island. It is the longest and the most beautiful sandbar I've seen so far (check out another sandbar in Nasidman, Ajuy). It is located in Concepcion, a town in the Northern portion of Iloilo. From there, you can see the Mount Manaphag and other islands like the Agho Island (with it's own sandbar as well).

Seeing the crystal clear water makes me want to swim right after the boat stopped along the shore but didn't do so because I need to change clothes first. Unlike other beaches in the province, the island has a peaceful ambiance. There are only a few cottages available for rent hence it is not crowded with people. If given the opportunity, I'd definitely love to spend a few days there to relax, escape the daily grind in front of the computer and to really enjoy what nature has to offer.

How to get there:
From terminal in Tagbak, Jaro, ride a bus bound for Concepcion, Iloilo. Fare is Php 110. The bus will take you to Concepcion terminal, a few minutes walk to the market where motorized boats going to the island are stationed. Boat ride is around 30 minutes. Better contact the resort to arrange the boat and reserve a cottage for a smooth-sailing trip, figuratively.

Tips:

You can also arrange the management for island hopping.
Bring your own food and drinking water.
The boat doesn't have top cover so you may want to bring a scarf or sarong to cover your head and face from Mr. Sun.
Last trip of bus going back to the city is 3:00 pm so be sure to be back at the terminal before 3:00. You can also ride a jeep to Sara, a nearby town, since the last trip of bus there is 6:00 or 7:00 pm.
Electricity lasts until 9:00 pm only.

(I love this pic because it captured the clear blue sky with a little white speck which is the moon.)

Check out more photos HERE!

Red Loafers

2010-04-21T10:56:00.013+08:00

I recently noticed myself lusting on red loafers like this:

Donald J Pliner Men's Vinto MA Loafers

I wish I can find a female version of the same type but the color should be like:

Ralph Lauren Collection Women's Zoe Loafer

Eject Men's 11188 Slip On Loafer

Unfortunately even if I buy a pair soon, I may need to hoard it until a year or at least six months after my brother's death since tradition calls to avoid red clothing/apparel during mourning period. But who knows, I might not able to resist wearing something I've been wanting to have. ;)

"Sorry bro! I'm still grieving for your untimely death but the shoes is tempting." :D

Answered Questions

2010-04-20T20:37:00.003+08:00

For over two months now, I have been asking questions that I feel like nobody can answer. These questions have been making me feel miserably guilty especially when I am alone on my bed at night. If left unanswered, it'll definitely creep into my sanity and render me useless. But I never have to feel the same anymore because in a way, I have found answers to the questions that are slowly eating me.

No, I haven't found them. They found me... err… he found me! At around 2:00 am, I dreamt of something or someone that I have been dreaming to dream about - my one and only sibling who passed away over two months ago. The scene is still clear in my mind. First scene shows my relatives and friends teasing me about something. But I didn't feel alone because I saw myself leaning on him; he's whispering something to me. It's as if he's alive! Then the scene changed all of a sudden - it shows the time when he is back from the dead... or at least back to visit us.

Here's how our conversation goes:

Me: Did you hear us waking you up?
Him: Yes
Me: Why didn't you wake up?
Him: I can't wake up.
Me: Are you mad at us?
Him: No. I'll be back tomorrow.

After that conversation, I saw him with eyes closed (exactly the same way when I saw him at the hospital) but this time he is not on the hospital bed. I can see unknown hands lifting him as if to transfer him to somewhere. (Too bad I wasn't able to ask him where he is exactly at or if he is happy wherever he is.)

Surprisingly, I wasn't crying when I woke up. I opened my eyes hoping that I can catch a glimpse of him if he is around but to no avail. I uttered my thank you (for reaching out to me) and contemplate on what he is trying to tell me or what the dream means. I believe it's his way of telling me to move on and not worry about him. And what made me lighten up more are his last words, "I'll be back tomorrow." It made me a bit hopeful that I'll be seeing him again and again, even in dreams or in other ways to make his presence felt.

Though he is physically gone, I am assured that I have one big bro watching over me and who promised to be back the next day (even if that next day means the next time I need a lift again.).

Bi... polar

2010-04-19T20:55:00.006+08:00

A few of my friends are witnesses of my mood swing attacks from time to time. Sadly, some of them have even experienced my wrath should I decide to let it out on them.

I know it isn't something that I must be proud of but I do not really intend to feel so down and snappy all of sudden. Most of the time, I really try hard to divert my attention from feeling so down or pessimistic, but I just can't help it. So even if I seem cheerful in the morning, I cannot guarantee that I'll be having the same mood throughout the day because no one knows when my worse will appear.

Being the Ms. Self-diagnose, I searched for some Bipolar tests online to determine if I really have one. I found this Goldberg Bipolar Screening quiz and here's the result:

I got nine points short to serious bipolar disorder. So this explains it! Although online tests are not that credible, I couldn't agree more with my result considering that I answered each question truthfully. Psych help calling!

Childhood Reminiscence

2010-04-18T20:38:00.006+08:00

Today we celebrated my youngest cousin's 15th birthday. We used to have pool party for the last two years but this time we opt to celebrate at home because of money matters. No frills whatsoever. Just food and swimming on a large inflatable pool my aunt brought home from Kuwait more than eight years ago.

Nevertheless, it was one of the most fun-filled family celebrations for me (every family celebration is actually fun-filled for me). Aside from the all-time family's favorite foods (ibos, creamy macaroni soup, chicken with ubad), what makes this celebration fun for me is the way it brings back my childhood memories. First of all is the inflatable pool. I can remember swimming in the same pool with my deceased grandmother and brother. Then the quiet afternoons under one of the mango trees beside the rice field. I can sit there the whole afternoon without feeling bored. The place also reminds me of the time when our folks used to cook chicken adobo in the makeshift stove and eat kamayan style (not using spoon and fork) or the time when we are helping (or so we think) harvest corn, sesame seeds or other crops during summer. We also flew kite on a nearby rice field that is not ours since ours was turned into a mini banana farm.

But what makes me really happy today is the time I spent with my beloved family considering that my maternal uncle whom I respect so much is home to have his eyes operated/lasered (he seem to only want medical treatment here in Iloilo). I am happy that my mother's siblings are almost complete! I can feel so much love and support. If only my other Tito is also here, it'll be one of the happiest days of my life. I haven't seen them complete for as long as I can remember since my eldest Tito lives in Zamboanga and the other is in Canada. It's just difficult to have them together.

I know I need to make the most out of spending time in the place where we all spent our childhood because in a matter of time, the farm will be turned into some sort of subdivision or village for the family. I will no longer see the golden coconuts nor the indian mango trees. The bananas and the nipa hut will soon be replaced with private road and houses. And the house, older than me, that reminds me especially my mother of the unfortunate events of our lives will soon vanish forever.

My time is running out! I need to take pictures of the farm so that someday, I can brag to our next generation what it feels like to fly kites, to watch people harvest rice or other seasonal crops, to let our banana-trunk-made boats float in the canal during rainy days, to eat mango right after we picked them and so many other childhood activities me and my cousins used to do. Indeed, development is good but it makes me feel a bit sad because of the consequences.

I may have written much but my childhood memory is more than this seven-paragraph post. Right now, I will just enjoy being there while I can and thank God for giving me a not perfect but loving family and the opportunity to spend my childhood in the land my grandparents love.

I will be off to dreamland after publishing this. Thanks to the wine I drank late this afternoon for making me sleepy as early as 9:00 pm.

Shout Out of the Day

2010-04-16T21:16:00.005+08:00

Shout out to my brother who passed away exactly two months ago:

"If every time I call your name you take one step back to us, I'd gladly call you again and again until you reach home. It won't matter if I lose my voice doing so for I'd rather lose it than let go of the chance to have you back."

When Wrinkles Aren't Problems

2010-04-14T11:31:00.007+08:00

These pictures really made my day.

(photo credit: gnmills)

(photo credit: wookiee)

(photo credit: frencenz)

Wrinkles, hated by most women, made these dogs look more cute. If only the same thing is true among humans, the world would be a better place to live in - no insecurities, no botox, no surgeries, NO PROBLEMS! Just pure fun, happiness and contentment.

Euphorbia

2010-04-13T23:03:00.003+08:00

Isn't it sweet to come home and see this?

I cannot read what is written but I bet it's supposed to say I love you. And notice the white vase? It's not a vase actually but it's a core of tissue paper. Gotta love five-year old kids... :)

Tweeting Customer Service

2010-04-12T20:33:00.004+08:00

For the past few months... er ok years, I have been contemplating to open an EON account so that I can use it with my PayPal. But then, I wasn't motivated to do so since Union Bank of the Philippines does not accept online application at the moment. And besides, I wasn't actually using PayPal to manage my finances online. But time has come when I really need to use my PayPal account. So I have no choice but to open an EON account since I heard a lot of good things about it in addition to having hard time withdrawing my money through my current bank which is BPI.

It took me one week to get my card after I submitted the necessary documents. My excitement to finally having my card went down the drain when I see the card and learned that my name is not spelled correctly (I cannot seem to get why many people are having hard time spelling my name). However, the bank employee there told me that the spelling doesn't really matter since what is important is the account number and pin. So I paid the amount needed to activate my card and left the bank.

But being a scrupulous that I am, I went to their website to find out their contact info. I found that the bank has twitter account so I immediately followed and ask them my questions. I can't believe after a few minutes after my first tweet, I get a reply from them. And after a few more tweets, they are already giving me solutions to my problem. I'm quite impressed with their customer service online. They're far easier to contact than their call center which is often busy and will probably transfer you from one line to another.

I have just claimed my new card today and I am waiting for my account to be activated so that I can finally withdraw my money from PayPal. Quite excited to find out how this one works. Being a first-timer, I cannot deny that I sometimes feel doubtful about this and that. But I console myself with the belief that fast customer service is just one tweet away should any problem arise. Thank you to whoever is managing @unionbankph.

Let's Get Physical

2010-04-11T22:01:00.009+08:00

Being physically active is one of my goals for this year (gaining weight is my number one goal). But it was only last weekend when I finally managed to wake up early and force myself to go out and get my much needed exercise. I did the walk/run on my favorite street for less that 30 minutes so as not to shock my body since I have not been involved in any strenuous exercise after college.

I have been wanting to run for at least a kilometer first then gradually increase the distance as time goes on. I also wanted to bike around the town and in the neighboring towns in the days to come.

Not that I have lots of weight to shed but I need exercise to keep my heart healthy. I also wanted to sweat the same way I did during our COLT Training in high school (run around the school ten times every Saturday morning) or when we played football during college. In addition, exercise can also help release stress (something I have accumulated for the past three years).

With the activity comes my wish list.

A bike like this one

Running shoes like this (not necessarily pink). I used the Nike footwear finder to determine what type is best for me.Hoping that I can have one of these items in the near future so that staying healthy is much more enjoyable. :)

Oh Paris!

2010-04-01T23:40:00.003+08:00

I'm not a big fan of Paris Hilton but I love the sunglasses she's wearing here on these pictures:

I love it because it's wire-framed aviator in candy color. It looks cool and chic... perfect for summer!

Go with the Havs

2010-03-28T21:54:00.005+08:00

I know Havaianas slippers have been popular for ages but believe me or not, I only have my very first pair just recently. Embarrassing? Of course not! I never have to feel embarrassed for not following the trend. I am simply not the type of person who will spend much on something I will rarely use - that includes a pair of slippers. The heels of my feet hurt every time I have them on for longer period of time.

So what made me buy one? Nothing! I mean I didn't bought one... My Tito who is working abroad as a seaman bought one for me. Naturally it's color green (my favorite color) with jelly-like straps. I'm making a blog post about it because... not to show off of course! I just want this blog updated yet no good topic crosses my mind...

Magic Chips

2010-03-28T00:15:00.005+08:00

Magic chips cheese flavor... it's so yummy I can't help but make a post about it. Haha!

My Wooden Box

2010-03-20T01:32:00.005+08:00

I have always wanted to sort out the stuff I have been collecting for years but unfortunately, I do not have the time to do so because of my tight schedule. But then after my brother's death, I felt the urge to sit down and finally dig my stash of old (and mostly damaged) photographs and later leads me to dig out some more including my unused lipstick and accessories, old letters and cards from friends, half-filled journals, college test paper and class cards, souvenirs from birthdays and weddings, tickets from memorable trips and a lot more.

It would have been easy to sort things out if only they were placed in a certain area such as a huge photo album for the photographs and a glass cabinet for collectibles. But since I move a lot or rather, I lived in various homes (our house, my aunt's, boarding house, dorm), I find it difficult to organize all my stuff.

Seeing my old stuff again made me reminisce the past, be it happy or sad. It made me remember various people who once became part of my life, people who helped me get through the day by giving me a piece of paper torn out from a notebook with inspiring words written in it, people who failed me (talking about grades), and people who made a difference in my life by doing something they are not even aware of. Those things are witnesses of what my life was before... those things are part of the memories of my past... especially with my recently departed brother.

Unfortunately, because of my desire to move on in life and get over the loss of my brother, I burned some of them even if some of the things I burned have nothing to do with him. Seeing them slowly disappear as they turned into ashes made me feel like my sadness is also disappearing with them. My only regret for doing so is that, I should have taken pictures before finally throwing them into the fire my mother made.

Right now, I am working to organize my memories... old photographs in a wooden photo organizer and collectibles in a wooden cabinet thus the title "My Wooden Box". Things such as happiness, sadness and lessons learned are stored in a sturdier storage called heart and mind.

(I will also start a blog with the same title and subject.)

Forever Missed, Forever Loved

2010-03-16T20:43:00.002+08:00

It has been exactly one month after my brother Lawrence passed away. His death came as a surprise for us because he never gave us signs or warnings even just a day before he died. That made it more difficult for us to accept his passing. He left us without telling us or letting us know what he's feeling, if he's sick or what.

Though I always try my best to look at the bright side of life, I still can't help but question the events. There are so many people on their sickbeds waiting for death to end their misery... people in prisons who deserve life sentence. Of all people why him? He has not yet fully enjoyed his earthly life. If he was gravely ill a few days before he died, we might have prepared ourselves. We might have bid him farewell and let him know that he is loved. It would have been easier for us to accept because we know that he is prepared for his final departure.

It has been a month but yet the memory is still fresh. I can vividly recall my uncle calmly telling me that he's gone... Seeing him in the emergency room covered in white cloth... not moving... lifeless! The thought of him gone keeps on breaking my heart again and again and again. I think it will never stop breaking. I wonder how long am I gonna stay this way. I know he doesn't want to know that I'm emotionally troubled right now but I can't help it. I can't help not to grieve for the loss of someone who loved me in his own special way.

Brother bear, wherever you are, please make your presence felt. Please let me know how are you doing right now. I hope you know that everyday I think of you. I'll forever miss and love you...

If Only...

2010-03-05T22:23:00.004+08:00

Today is the 17th day after my one and only sibling stopped breathing... 5th day after he was taken to his final resting place. Though friends are telling me to move on, I cannot deny the fact that the pain I am feeling right now is as fresh as ever. His death is so sudden that it hit me like a bullet. We weren’t able to say goodbye to each other... we weren’t able to settle whatever score that needs to be settled... and most of all, I wasn’t able to tell him how much I love him despite of what he is.

He wasn’t the typical older brother or the perfect older brother figure. In fact, I was more like the older one when talking about being responsible. He is often misunderstood, even by me sometimes, but his being different is what made him special to us.

He may not have my self-confidence, my intelligence or the will to succeed but he has the patient to understand his often moody, authoritarian and sometimes self-centered younger sister. He prioritizes his younger sister above himself. His friend even quoted him saying, "what's important is my younger sister". Those phrases broke my heart into pieces...

He may not be the best older brother most people want to have but his love for me and my mother is remarkable. If I want scrambled egg, I can easily get it without having to lift a finger. If I want green mangoes, he’d gladly pick the best one for me. If I want a massage, he’d willingly do it not just for Php 20 or a bottle of Mt. Dew but more importantly, for his tired younger sister.

Every time he finds out that I’m sick, he becomes sick of worry and will do anything to help take good care of me. If I don’t have money to pay for something, he’ll offer whatever small amount he has (or even offer to sell his chickens and lend me the money from it).

If only I can bring back the time, I’d to what I can to make things right... to make him feel that he is loved and valued despite of his weaknesses. I’d spoil him like an older sister would spoil her baby brother. I will set aside my role as the younger one, the one that needs to be pampered.

If only I can bring him back for only a day or even just an hour... I’d do whatever it takes.

Best Foot Forward

2010-01-28T20:46:00.003+08:00

I love my body. Not that I have a to-die-for one but for obvious reason that this is the only body that I have. With my slim built, I stand five feet and six inches (which is usually the envy of my friends). There is no part of my body that I hate but there are also parts that would make me happier if they would have been beautiful. Nevertheless, I am still thankful that I have a complete set of hands, feet, organs and everything function as it should be... or so I think. And if I need to pick one part of my body that I'd be most proud to display, I guess I'd pick my feet. Not that I have an ugly face but I'd be more than willing to show the world my feet than my face. I love to look at it when I'm wearing a mary-jane type shoes or flat pumps. I love it more when it is neatly pedicured and colored with red blood nail polish. I even sometimes wish to model shoes not only to expose what I'm most proud of but also to get freebies and sponsorship (wishful thinking).

And since I fancy beautiful feet, it turns me off big time to see dirty feet in addition to dirty and long toenails. You may be the most elegantly-dressed person around but when I look down and see your disgusting feet, don't expect that I'll ever look at you again... kidding! Of course I do not judge a person aesthetically (much more by his/her feet) but I truly admire those who keep theirs clean and pleasant to look at.

I believe it is important for boys and girls alike or man and woman alike to have clean feet because for me, it reveals much of their personality. Someone once told me that one of the ways to determine if a person has good hygiene is to check out his/her feet. And I couldn't agree more!

I can go out and still be confident without make-up but I can't definitely feel the same when I have dirty feet and unpedicured nails. Nuff said!

(Inspired by a good-looking young girl whose feet I do not like)

010110

2010-01-01T22:22:00.004+08:00

Though I started the year with a lazy and windy day, I know I will not go through the same mood throughout the year. I believe there will be sunny days as well as rainy days for me too!

And since I do not want to let the first day of the year ends without posting something, I gathered my thoughts and assess what I want to achieve this year. I want to call this list my "goals for 2010" instead of the more commonly used New Year’s resolution.

SAVE!!
I am planning to start a big project by the middle of the year and naturally, I need money to support the said project. I will minimize lavish meals, avoid buying things that are not really important and just be wise when buying things.
Do household chores.
I am absolutely not a spoiled brat but when it comes to household chores, I rarely do any because I have such a loving mother who wants to do everything for us. I will try to learn how to cook (not just fry), do the laundry (though laundry detergent damages my hands), iron clothes and clean the house more often.
Do the mani/pedi on my own.
I admit I'm kinda vain when it comes to nails especially toenails. I just want it clean and nice to look at. But the sad thing is, I am not good (and kinda lazy) in doing manicure and pedicure on my own. I have to pay others to do it for me. I could save a lot of money (and keep my nails healthy) if I do it by myself.
Learn to do crafts.
I am amazed by people who are good at various crafts such as knitting, crocheting, homemade accessories and others. These things will give me diversion from the daily grind in front of the computer. And besides, I can use the products as gift to others.
Work performance.
I admit I found myself slacking from work lately. Not only I do not want a low evaluation but I also want to give my best considering that my current client is the best so far since I started working in my present company (also my first job after college).
Exercise.
Exercise is needed not just by obese people but by people who used to have physically active lifestyle before introduced to the word "work" (that's me!). Apart from that, I find sweating a great way to relieve my stress and it also sets my mood right. Being such a moody person in addition to having a stressful job, I really need to exercise for the sake of my sanity.

These are the only goals I can think of so far. I will update this post if something pops in my mind.

Next year, 010111, I will go back to this post to determine the result of these goals.

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-25T20:32:00.001+08:00

I have been on leave from work since the 22nd of December so that gives me more time to update this blog, to finish the book that I have started reading many months before and to learn how to crochet. But sadly, I haven't given much time to any of those activities. Instead, I get sleep as much as I can, watch cartoons, laze around and just do... NOTHING! It feels so good to waste time (and still being paid… LOL!).

Well, I just want to wish happy holidays to everyone. May we all realize that Christmas is not about the foods in our table or gifts under the tree... but being grateful for the blessings we received throughout the year. Merry Christmas to all!

Rush, Stress and Christmas

2009-12-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

Christmas is my favorite time of the year (I believe I have mentioned that in my previous posts). I enjoy seeing colorful ornaments and sparkling Christmas lights everywhere and most of all, I love the mood Christmas season brings; cold yet you can feel the warmth through love of family and friends, get-together/reunions also known as catching up sessions and of course, the wide array of treats for everyone (minus the cholesterol, sugar and expanding waistline). Oh I just love Christmas!

But if there is one thing I hate... or perhaps I do not like about Christmas, it's the stress caused by rush, delay, road traffic and the long lines on counters, gift wrapping sections and ATMs.

Although I have started my Christmas shopping few days before now, I cannot avoid dropping by the mall to buy this and that. Just like what happened to me today. I dropped by the mall near my office to buy a gift for my friends who will exchange I do's tomorrow. Paying at the counter wasn't a problem so I immediately proceed to free gift wrapping section. Not liking what I see, I proceed to another gift wrapping section in which you have to buy the wrapper, box and all. I really believe that I'll be able to finish immediately because there are only few customers considering the fact that most people want to avail the free service. But boy I was wrong! The guy who is incharge of wrapping the gifts takes forever to finish one item. I want to grab my stuff and finish it myself but then, I am trying to stay in control. And what's worst is I heard them sort of making comments about not buying a ribbon for the gift. Damn! I want to yell at them... I can pay for ten ribbons if I want to. It's just that I am a practical customer and most especially, I am doing my best effort to minimize waste. These ribbons, after serving their purpose as decorations will surely end nowhere but in trashcans. Yes, it made the gift more attractive but is it helping the environment?

After that gift-wrapping experience comes the annoying cashier who referred us to another cashier for some reasons I cannot explain. Next is the woman sitting beside me inside the jeepney. Her long straight hair loves to dance in the air and from time to time slaps my face.

What a day! And because of these events, I suddenly felt like I want to lock myself inside the room... throughout the weekend. But then its Christmas... it's not a good idea to be grumpy. I hope I have the strength to control my temper for tomorrow’s events... the wedding and the company party right after the wedding.

Wish list

2009-12-17T21:07:00.004+08:00

Simbang gabi (also called Misa de Gallo, Aguinaldo mass) has started yesterday so we can't deny that it's indeed Christmas time. I am not sure I can make it to one of the nine masses being such a sleepy-head and besides, it's too difficult to wake up in the morning considering the cold Christmas weather. Nevertheless, there is something I am sure of... my Christmas wish list.

Ray Ban Cats 5000
I have been wishing for this for months now (see previous post). I would be very happy if I'll get this dream sunnies. But I don't think that this model is available here in our area and besides, I don't think I would spend much for this thing (it costs around US $100). I'd rather wait for someone to give me this as a gift. I hope waiting will not take until forever...
Running shoes
I'm not a runner but I am planning to start running as soon as my schedule allows. My Chucks and mary jane type Skechers shoes are not appropriate for running so I definitely need one that is good for running.
Bike
I have lots of reasons for wanting a bike:
- It can get me to places (within our town) without spending much for transportation fare.
- Biking is a great form of exercise.
- I can bike around with my 4 year old nephew (he has a small bike already).

Bloody red long-lasting lipstick
Although I do not party nor attend formal/red carpet events often, I'd be very happy to have this lipstick shade. Perhaps stars like Madonna and Lady Gaga influenced me with this.
Facial session
My blackheads sometimes embarrass me and I know I have to do something about this... quick! But I am too busy or probably too lazy to idle around skin care centers to have my face done. But if it's paid by someone for me, I believe I can endure the long wait. :)
Amazon kindle
Amazon kindle was released in the Philippines last October and I can't help but wish I have one. A friend is discouraging me buying this product but still... I want to have one.
Get-together and reunion with former schoolmates
School is important to me so are the people and friends I met in school. Sadly, we became too busy with our own lives that we fail to spend time together as a group and have fun just like before. I hope we can find time to gather, be thankful for the blessings received this year and to prepare ourselves for more challenges next year.

Disclaimer: This list is subject to change without prior notice. ;)

Obvious Scam

2009-10-28T22:23:00.005+08:00

Though I always check my hotmail account, I rarely use it when setting up accounts in social networking sites, forum sites and other internet niche that require email address. I'd rather use any of my three gmail account or my long-time yahoomail. That is why I was kinda "duh!" when I received a mail with "Congratulation On Your Euros Millions Award!!!" on the subject line.

Who in the hell will send me this email when in fact I haven't even heard about Euro Million Lottery Agency. I think the sender is from Hongkong considering the .hk domain at the email of the person to contact when "claiming the prize."

If I didn't know anything about scams, I would have jumped for joy and send my personal information at once for that is what the email states.

"You are to send us the following details along with your ticket number. Full Name, Occupation,Country,Age,Telephone Number."

Perhaps they don't realize that I'm aware of identity theft too.

I was actually tempted to reply, not to give what they are asking but to pester them to the fullest. But being a tech support to my boss' website, I know I will just waste my time for my mail will definitely be marked as spam or deleted because it is not something of much use to them. And being such a segurista, I checked snopes to know other stories of lottery scam. Unfortunately, I can't find a story similar to mine (same contact person, same details) but the point is apparent that winning a large sum of money in a foreign lottery you don't remember entering is definitely a scam. I even googled the sender's name "Mrs. Linda Jansen". And tada! 61, 000 results appeared... (sigh) People will definitely do everything, even to lie at the expense of others just for money.

* This is in fact the second email I received saying that I won in a foreign lottery. The first one was sent to my yahoomail.

The Only CATS I Love!

2009-10-19T21:13:00.005+08:00

I am not a cat-person so this definitely has nothing to do with the four-legged creatures that purr. The CATS I am referring to here is one of the many models of Ray Ban Sunglasses. CATS 5000 is a new version of my all-time favorite, the Aviators. The new version comes in frames with varying colors with thin elongated temples bearing the brand's metal signature. To paraphrase the product description, "Don't be ordinary! Colorize your world and stand out in fun fashion colors... " Seems fun indeed! I am actually drooling seeing these beautiful sunnies... I believe the dark orange/brown gradient or the fuchsia/grey fade or any color makes perfect gift for Christmas... especially for me. :)

Photo credits:
ray-ban.com

She's Proud

2009-10-17T13:41:00.005+08:00

I never thought that my post "Dear world" would make my friend proud of me (just saying...). She even made her own letter to Mother Earth. This is the least we can do to help.

Pink Ribbon

2009-10-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

I support breast cancer research and awareness. Find out how you can help...

Dear World...

2009-10-16T21:09:00.003+08:00

Dear World,

For the past 23 years, you sheltered me with kindness. You provided me with air so that I can breath. You gave me light so that I will be able to do things that I need and want. You bring darkness to remind me that it's time to rest my weary body and prepare for the coming of new light. You even spared me from your threats that my brethren have experienced and are experiencing right now.

Oh my dear world, thank you for showing me how wonderful it is to be under your protection. But despite of what you did for me, sometimes I am taking you for granted. I know, like others, I also played some roles in your deterioration. It is possible that I have used cosmetic products that contain ingredients harmful to you. And though I am not involved in illegal logging or any sort of cutting trees activity, I am fully aware that I benefited from it. I benefit from using wooden furniture, I ate foods cooked using coals and of course, I am no stranger to pencil and paper. I also use plastic bags and sometimes, these plastic bags are burned along with dried leaves, branches of trees and other things that were once useful and valued.

With that, I am very sorry. I know I cannot change others dramatically so I started in my own little way. I promised to become serious in my attempts to minimize using things that can pose danger to you. I started living with the 3R rule in mind; reduce the amount and toxicity of trash I throw away, reuse containers, plastic wrappers and products and recycle as much as possible and buy products with recycled content.

I am hoping that others will give adequate attention and effort to save you - to bring back your luster and health. May the recent tragedies serve as an eye-opener, a wake up call to people around the globe. I will not beg you not to send anymore disaster but I am asking you to please spare those who are innocent, those who are not in any way involved in your destruction, those who have not provoked you to send such calamities. They do not deserve to be punished from other people's mistakes.

If you think that I deserve to be punished as well, so be it. I will gladly pay for what I did to you. I'd rather choose to disappear in the face of this planet than to see you vanish and leave us all homeless. You are irreplaceable.

Thank you.

Love,

Cecille

Someone Needs a Haircut

2009-10-14T22:16:00.013+08:00

I will be sporting one of these hairstyles soon...

Photo credits:
http://www.totalhair.net
http://www.hairpedia.com
http://hairstyleschat.com/
http://www.latest-hairstyles.com

Let's Hear from the Politicians

2009-09-26T15:56:00.012+08:00

On my previous post, I compiled a list of Filipino celebrities who are using Twitter, a free social networking and micro-blogging service that enables users to post messages for up to 140 characters. This service enables people to check out on their idols, know their recent and upcoming projects and even take a peak at their idol's random rants.

Not only TV personalities are hooked to Twitter. Even politicians are also joining this micro-blogging craze. They tweet to voice out their views on issues concerning public matter, their so-called plans for the country and their desire to "supposedly" help the Philippines.

Since Philippine election is just a few months away, I decided to gather the Twitter accounts of Philippine's most notable politicians to give ordinary people easy access to these accounts.

Chiz Escudero
Gibo Teodoro
Jejomar Binay
Kiko Pangilinan
Mar Roxas
Noynoy Aquino
Pia Cayetano

I only have seven right now. More to come. I'll keep you posted.

Filipinos Take on Twitter

2009-08-12T22:01:00.010+08:00

I registered to Twitter a year ago but only became an active user a few months ago when I learned about Magpie (who wouldn't want to earn money by just posting tweets?). While posting my tweets or following others, I am sometimes wondering if Filipinos are also patronizing twitter the same way they are crazy about friendster and facebook.

My question was answered during PGMA's SONA last July 27, 2009. She didn't mentioned that she is using twitter like @SayChiz or @MARoxas neither did she mentioned anything about it. However, Filipinos proved that twitter is not unknown to them after all. The words "SONA", "PGMA" and "GMA" are on top of Twitter's trending topic beating Comic-Con and Harry Potter.

It was then later followed by Ateneo during their game against UP.

The recent death of former President Cory Aquino was also made known in twitterverse. Topics ranging from "Cory", "Cory Aquino", "President Cory Aquino" and "Kris Aquino" are talked about all over the world - people expressing their sympathy to the family while others thanked the former president for bringing democracy without blood shed and bombings.

I don't know why but I always feel overwhelmed every time there is Twitter trending that has something to do with us Filipinos (especially if it is something to be proud of). For me, it is just one way of telling the world that we exist and we should not be discriminated for what we are.

Knowing that many of the Hollywood stars are top Twitter users, I also made a search on Filipino celebrities who are using Twitter. At first there are only a few of them but their number increases as time goes by. Fans, if you want to know the whereabouts of your idols, what are they eating and things like that, simply check their twitter account. You will not be disappointed, I tell you. But don't expect that they will follow you back because they follow only people they know. You are lucky if @annecurtissmith or @kc_concepcion will follow or @ you.

Filipino Celebrities with Twitter

Alessandra de Rossi
Anne Curtis
Bianca Gonzales
Bianca King
Bubbles Paraiso
Camille Prats
Champ Lui Pui
Charice
Drew Arellano
Ehra Madrigal
Ely Buendia
Georgina Wilson
Heart Evangelista
Isabelle Daza
Iya Villania
Jim Paredes
Julius Babao
Juris Fernandez
KC COncepcion
Kris Aquino
Kris Bernal
Lea Salonga
Mariel Rodriguez
Matteo Guidicelli
Maxene Magalona
Mich Dulce
Miriam Quiambao
Mo Twister
Paulo Valenciano
Pia Magalona
Pokwang
Raymond Gutierrez
Regine Velasquez
Ruffa Gutierrez
Saab Magalona
Sunshine Cruz
Tintin Bersola Babao

Wishful Thinking

2009-08-09T01:49:00.009+08:00

I am grateful for having been blessed with a stable job but, there are times when my body... and perhaps my soul is yearning for something different, something exciting than just sitting in my chair and staring at my computer screen the whole day. I always wish that I’m a:

Researcher for travel and living - The word "travel" says it all. I'd be the happiest person alive if I can travel even just one-fourth of the world (Europe tops the list). Having a work that has something to do with travel can give me the opportunity to go places without spending much.
Archaeologist - Ancient architecture, landscapes, artifacts and history-rich places always fascinate me. I want to get a glimpse of life people live hundreds of years ago. And besides, I can also go to different places if I'm an archaeologist. (Working as archaeologist's assistant or secretary will be fine though.)
Drummer - Think about the stress and tension you can release when beating or hitting something. And besides, body-moving drum beat has that effect on me.

Dog behaviorist - This one is probably the effect of writing dog articles for two years. But isn't it great to be able to communicate with the most loyal friend in the world?
Gymnast - Doing cartwheels without feeling dizzy is fun!
Figure skater - Beautiful!
Hockey Player - Inspired by Mighty Ducks Movies... lol!

I wish one day I can be what I’m wishing to be.